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This Week the Sandbox Brothers discuss:

Well Hung?

Don’t touch my knees

Kids

Time flies

You gotta put in the work

New Years with my parents

Always your parents child

Lets buy a CASTLE

The Lottery

Can you replicate a great experience?

Dentist vs. Doctor

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SPEAKER_01

Let's just do that one more time.

SPEAKER_02

Cheers. Cheers! So do we have to do like a new introduction?

SPEAKER_01

We're gonna talk about that because I wanted to talk about that tonight because uh we're only a couple episodes. Well by what a couple more, what, two months? If we do if we're on schedule, it's gonna be 200 episodes. I say we change the intro for the 200 episode. I think we need a new intro song too. Oh yeah. I need you to draw some more lyrics, brother. Yeah, I need I need something new. So and then from 200, we can see what happens until we get to 300 and keep going, man. Sandbox, sandbox brothers remix.

SPEAKER_02

Out of the sandbox. I like that into the jungle. Out of the sandbox into the job.

SPEAKER_01

Out of the sandbox into the jungle, yeah. Yeah, that's a good one. Don't forget that. It's something. We already recorded here.

SPEAKER_02

I have uh something to start off with uh get you guys warmed up. So if I were to say, like I was just thinking about this, like of uh if I were to say something, like what would your initial reaction be? Of this store. It's called the well-hung store. Okay, keep going.

SPEAKER_01

No, no, what do you think the store is? Well hung, I'm thinking underwear.

SPEAKER_04

Oh, that's a good guess. I wasn't even thinking on the underwater.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I'm thinking under you gotta protect that package, right? Well hung. The well hung store, where you come to protect that package, or jocks jock straps. That's an interesting guess, alright?

SPEAKER_04

Oh I was thinking maybe uh like a lamp.

SPEAKER_02

A lamp?

SPEAKER_04

Oh like uh like a lamp store where they have chandeliers.

SPEAKER_02

Well hung. I see what you say, yeah. See that too, yeah? Okay, well I wasn't thinking that. I was thinking a well-hung store would be more like decorations. Okay. So maybe maybe it can be like ornaments or hanging stuff.

SPEAKER_01

But what about uh sorry? What about like uh the place we go to get your paintings framed?

SPEAKER_04

Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Well hung, like a well-hung printing.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, like they measure on the wall. Yeah, yeah, we come in and do everything for you, but this is our business.

SPEAKER_01

We frame your print and we come in places to make sure you don't have that shit tilted.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, okay, but the thing is it's a decorative store of well hung dicks and titties.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, hung titties. Yeah. The ladies with those, do you like artificial or AI movies? Or do you like the ones that okay, over time they're supposed to A little bit, over time, just a little bit of like a man's nuts, they ain't gonna be tight forever. You're gonna have those old man nuts eventually.

SPEAKER_02

Well, it depends how if she's breastfeding.

SPEAKER_01

Definitely. If she's breastfed, there's no way around it. That's gonna happen. You gotta get alternate. You gotta in that case, yeah. Unless you have one more saggy than the other. I know a lady like that from back in the day. Yeah, she was lopsided. She was very um self-conscious about it too. But I never noticed it until she pointed it out. She's like, Don't you know it's one of my things like one of my boobs are bigger than the other? I'm like, I never even looked at that shit. Why do you want me to look? Yeah, I would never look, but if I see the if I I've seen you naked, that's the last thing I'm thinking about. I was thinking about. But yeah, and then she showed me uh I never noticed, and then she showed, okay, take a picture of me standing. So I took a picture of her and I looked at her, I'm like, oh yeah, the shit on the left is a little bit fucking smaller. But it's but you're standing up when I'm looking at it. I was looking at her, I was like, okay, I see it. Yeah. But usually when we were having those, she was I was either on top, or she was on top, so I wasn't really paying attention to how her boobies did. Yeah, but you're fine with them.

SPEAKER_00

I didn't even find exactly. It was her that had the problem with it. Yeah, exactly. I don't give a fuck.

SPEAKER_04

That's mostly how it is sometimes. It's our own uh, you know. Insecurities. Insecurities, yeah. Something that we find, you know, weird about ourselves. We think that everyone's fucking looking at that.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, it's magnified for us.

SPEAKER_01

Like forever. Yeah, there's definitely a lot of that. People get every day looking at them like, fuck, I hate that about myself.

SPEAKER_04

Well, you know, I know people that I have a couple clients that when I was training them in person, um and at the end I would do a stretch, right? Yeah. But they didn't want me touching their knees. Their knees. Their knees because they're too pointy.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah. Females.

SPEAKER_04

Females.

SPEAKER_02

Pointy knees. They're pointy too bony.

SPEAKER_04

They're too bony, yeah. Okay. And so they didn't like anyone touching their knees.

SPEAKER_02

Maybe that's what they told you. Because that's your like turn-on spot. Like, don't touch my knees. Don't get me going. It's gonna get a wet show.

SPEAKER_01

That's funny. I don't know.

SPEAKER_02

But anywhere else where it was soft or there was padding then. No, like so like above the knee on the thigh is fine. Yeah, yeah. On the cat uh the push on the leg just to stretch the hands. Don't touch my bony.

SPEAKER_04

Just don't touch my knees.

SPEAKER_02

Don't touch my bones. Interesting.

SPEAKER_04

Everyone's got their own uh you know. Like uh, I think even when on a rider I heard. Um the shows, the academies or whatever. And uh I know, eh? Happy.

SPEAKER_01

It's the bubbly man, that shit ain't this is red wine he'd be sipping this motherfucker.

SPEAKER_04

This shit is like So she's she's on the the show, on the academy or something. Some sort of a workshop with uh a few people uh Stranger Things, right? Like the older guy who's that guy. Who's uh who's that guy? Winona Ryan.

SPEAKER_02

Oh yes, she's on that show.

SPEAKER_04

Right. And who's the other guy? Um David Um Harbour. Okay. Yeah. And she was saying how she was she feels like she's ugly. Right? And and David Harbour, the other actor, he's like, what are you fucking talking about? What the fuck are you saying right now? What are you saying right now? As I got older, I feel like I'm ugly, and she's like, Alright, sure. Nah, she's actually still good looking, Renona Ryder.

SPEAKER_02

How old is Renana Rider?

SPEAKER_04

It's probably in her 50s. She's in her 50s. Yeah. I think she's 53.

SPEAKER_02

But she's probably not getting the same uh attention that she she wants.

SPEAKER_01

She desires. I feel like maybe she said that to get that kind of attention too. Oh, I'm not good looking anymore. Uh uh, you're gonna be you're hot. Just that would be like a stroke ego. Stroke right away. You think change her whole day? I can change her day.

SPEAKER_04

You know who uh I I still like and she looks great. Huh?

SPEAKER_02

Let's see. Marissa Tomain. Marissa Tomain? I haven't seen her in a long time. Spider-Man, you've probably seen her. She's on Spider-Man. The newest one? Yeah, she's the mom. The ant. The ant, the mom, whatever. The ant.

SPEAKER_01

I didn't watch the newest one. I didn't even see the previews, though. No, a couple of them. Yeah. It's like three. They could have got her before, but she's definitely. They killed her off. Or they got her out of there, huh? That's right.

SPEAKER_02

They smashed.

SPEAKER_04

Let's say uh blank. Happy. Yeah. But yeah, man, I think she's still for 50. I think she's 50.

SPEAKER_01

Well, you better think, like, think about when we were growing up what a 50-year-old woman looked like. I know, yeah. That was like fucking like what an 80-year-old woman looks like now. Or a 70 year old. It's totally different.

SPEAKER_04

Totally different now.

SPEAKER_01

50 year old 50 year old woman didn't look hot back in the day. You're talking about like some of them. Very far and few in between. Far and few in between. Now it's like if you open, just fucking put MILF on your fucking search engine. Yeah. 50 plus. You'll see something. So many women. So many helmets. But there's also a lot of plastic surgery. That's too. They have a lot of health. There's definitely a lot of health. That's a big change. Huge. Hormone, all types of shit, man. Even guys, too. Like fucking guys almost the same either. Guys definitely know. 50-year-old guys, like 50 years old, you were done. Like, oh man, this motherfucker's almost retired. He's almost out of here. You know? Now it's different. Totally different. Batteries. We are batteries.

SPEAKER_04

We are batteries? Sure. Yeah. I think we're just on a chip.

SPEAKER_02

Where we get to hang out. We're sim, man. We're sim people. After work, we get to just chill out and just talk. Someone's playing you. I'm being played.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, the overseer, this is the Sims, huh? That would suck. If that was real, that would suck.

SPEAKER_04

Imagine it's like this and it's like, man. Couldn't they think a world like Earth, but you know? They created this Sim world. And like uh a Chinese woman's playing me.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, that'd be like white dude's playing you. Yeah, like that'd be that'd be fucking insane. That probably sounds well, right?

SPEAKER_02

That would have to be something that's different.

SPEAKER_05

Yeah, I wanna be a white dude born in Canada. No, no, I wanna be a black dude born in Canada from Jamaican parents.

SPEAKER_02

That'd be cool shit. If you could make that up, why not? Why not? Where would I be? Who would you mean? Who would be you?

SPEAKER_04

You would be like uh a Colombian.

SPEAKER_01

I was gonna say Northern African. I say Morocco, somebody from Morocco's playing. Yeah. Who the fuck is like if you're interested, that Sim world. Yeah. Who the fuck is like Jeff Bezos and Bill Gates and those guys got the most points? Yo, yeah, exactly. Who the fuck is that guy? It's probably some fucking 10-year-old paying the extra.

SPEAKER_04

Fucking 10-year just knows the name, knows the algorithm and all these old dummies.

SPEAKER_01

Fucking just world. Fucking 12 years old is Jeff Bezos in the fucking kids. I'm telling you, it's probably that shit. They have the most time. Kids have the most fucking time, any? If you and they have the most time. Kids, yeah. They have the they're on every they're on these things all the time. You connect it, so you you really can't be ahead of them on stuff. Yeah, but that's a big problem, right? It is a big problem. Because you can't do it out. Exactly. Because you're and I've seen these motherfuckers, they can't do it out. It's crazy. Yeah. Kids have panic attacks, like they can't. Oh, the uh what's the Wi-Fi call? The Wi-Fi is not working. Oh or I've seen it at the pediatrics, and you go to the doctor, and the mom's like, okay, we're our appointments up next, you gotta put it put it away. No, no, I'm doing something. You gotta put it away. No, no, I gotta finish now. Like, yeah, I don't I don't have those conversations. It's like you need to put that away now. And if anything, it's just I just grab this shit and he has to look at me and like, what? Yeah, it's done. What are you gonna do? Yeah, we gotta go. And it's done. Yeah, yeah, I don't have those conversations, like yeah. He's like, okay. Okay, what do we just say? We gotta go. I I warned you, you tried to do, you tried to push. I there's always gonna be a little resistance with the kid. They want to see how far they can go. I just cut it like that. Oh man, we gotta go. As you'll see with women is gonna be different. They're gonna give them a little bit of like, okay, okay, yes. Yeah, don't be like that. Yeah, yeah. It happens, man. If you have a boy, you can have you might have a mama's boy, and if everything's like, hey, mama needs to talk to you about something. Because if you ask me first, I'm then you can't do that shit. That's no. But if mom might get a little leeway, right?

SPEAKER_02

Ask mom first.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, ask mom first would be the way to go. Okay, okay. I'm a negative dad, but I'm I'm a realist dad because I know if you keep on getting away with shit with me, then it's gonna be a real crazy. Yeah. Oh, I can manipulate dad? Like I can manipulate mom? No.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, and and the kids already fucking know, right?

SPEAKER_01

They know. Just tonight when I was inside the kitchen. The mama needs to tell you something. He's like, he doesn't know whatever it is, I need to be out of the room. You know what I mean? So what I didn't need to see, but I know the mom needs to be like, hold on a second, let me talk to you now about something. Like, well, what is it? He's no, I need to talk to mom. Alright, I know you got something you can't ask me. Yeah, so you better ask mom first. But you think he has like extra, what, two minutes? Yeah for that'll say, nah, you gotta fuck. No, none of that shit. No. That's hilarious. Yeah, man. But it's good, man. Like, it's not like it's like that thing where you have a fear. Like, I don't think my son has a fear. It's not a fear, it's a lot of respect. Yeah, it's like, like, you know, you're not okay man, yeah. What are you doing? Yeah. You do the most fun shit. Why are you testing me? Yeah. I'm the fun guy. With mom, you can't you get away with shit? But mom's not the fun man. Yeah. You gotta do homework, you gotta do all your lessons, read your books, all that shit. I don't do it either. You're not gonna have no fun. You I'm the dude I'm gonna play video games, wrestle, do kickboxing in the living room, dunk on the fucking night inside the house when I'm not supposed to. I'm doing all that shit.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

So I'm the fun guy, don't try to fuck with me. Yeah. Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

You guys that's the problem of a little bit. A little bit.

SPEAKER_03

He's trying to be like, yeah, you're my bud now.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, but well, you know, I could go to that, whatever.

SPEAKER_03

But it's that, oh, don't take my uh generosity as a kindness. Don't take my kindness as a weakness. Yeah, don't take my kindness. Kindness is weakness. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

And as you get older, you're gonna find all that a lot too, and that's a tough one to deal with too. As an adult, I find it the worst. I feel like I'm a nice person, yeah, but I see that people fucking um try to manipulate that with me because they know I might not say something when I should.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

So I see people as they get older, but that's I in those scenarios, I just watch that person, and I'm like, okay, you're that type of person, and then it's the last time I'm around that person.

SPEAKER_06

Okay.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, because I'm not gonna let you take advantage of me twice. Of course. You gotta let me go once. Yeah. If I feel like I should check you, I might check you, but if I'm not, I'll leave it, but you don't gonna see me again. So you don't have to take you don't have the chance or the opportunity to take advantage of me again. That's how I put it. That's it. Yeah, I don't wanna have to get because I really don't wanna have to waste my energy and say something to you when I I don't really want to. Yeah. Yeah, so I'd rather just do that, just leave it alone and not be around that person. That's it, man.

SPEAKER_04

That's the way I see it too, man. Yeah. You get one shot.

SPEAKER_01

You get one shot. And I feel and it goes both ways. If I fuck up the first time with another person, I get it. I get it. Only have one chance to make a first impression, right? You do, man.

SPEAKER_04

You do, you create the one shot, you know. And uh I've blown it.

SPEAKER_01

I've blown it too. I'm blown it too, man. It's like fuck, I wish I would have did that different, man.

SPEAKER_04

Exactly. But then you learn. Like I think some I I seen this some more recently, where they're like, good stories are made by uh shitty situations. Yeah, you know, like that is kind of true. You know, yeah, you know. Those are the best stories, man. Those are the best stories. He's like, you're not gonna, you know, ever get everything fucking right at the first time. Right? He's like, so learn, like, enjoy your your failures and learn from them and move on. Move on, you know. Oh, definitely. It's uh and it's true, man. And in the end, man, we're here, we gotta try different shit out all the time. We gotta move and do different things, and the years are going, man. Like, ten years has been flew by for me like like crazy. My from 40 to 50? Where the fuck did it go? Like I see it in a blink of an eye. You know? I did a lot in my 40s.

SPEAKER_01

How different do you feel? Like, from in that time span now, do you feel do you feel how do you feel mentally and physically? Like, do you feel like you've learned more, like you've gained more knowledge over those 10 years, kind of stay stagnant, physical-wise, a little bit better, learn more? Like, how do you feel about that?

SPEAKER_04

I feel physically I've I've maintained my strength. I've gotten injuries throughout the the last 10 years, but minor injuries, nothing major, but still recovery. Yeah. So physically, I've gotten stronger, I've gotten wiser on how to get stronger, how to you know, cure, fix uh injuries. Yeah, you know, so I've learned from that. So mentally, I feel that I'm stronger, I'm wiser. Yeah. Obviously, you know, as as we get older, hopefully we learn through our experiences, yeah. You know, and other people's experiences as well. So yeah, yeah. So I feel like uh I I am wiser and and I don't regret my decisions, you know.

SPEAKER_01

That's another thing. Do you have any regrets in that 10-year span?

SPEAKER_04

No, I mean I I did at one point, yeah, but now thinking back, I'm like, you know what? I feel like it is the way it is. Fine. Yeah. Let's move forward now, like knowing what I know, yeah, and understanding that I fucked up too.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

You know? Don't fuck up again. Yes it. Not the same way, at least. Right. You know, we're gonna fuck up again for sure. But fuck up for a different thing altogether.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, well, you would hope the mistakes you make, you're not gonna make the same mistake again. You're always gonna make mistakes.

SPEAKER_04

So now just learn from them and move forward and do better and that's it. Okay, ooh. Yes. Correct. Yeah. And then, yeah, because you can't keep on regretting.

SPEAKER_02

No, you regretting you're always being stuck in the past and you're always drawing in that the energy. Yeah, that bad energy too. Yeah, yeah. You've learned why aren't you moving on? You keep coming back to oh, yeah, okay, it happened, but your mind keeps taking you there, so you keep reliving it.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

So, yeah, make peace with it, move on. Gratitude is your attitude. Gratitude.

SPEAKER_01

That's the word, that's the favorite word, man, having gratitude. For everything, man. Yeah. I think you you achieve a lot in this world by giving having gratitude for things. Yes, for sure.

SPEAKER_02

Nothing is guaranteed, man. Nah, man. This happens today, tomorrow. Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

That's right, man. It could be it could be gone.

SPEAKER_01

Yo, you can be you can like anything can right now. We're here chilling. That's right. Something, anything could happen tomorrow to a friend, to a family member. You don't even know. Nothing. Us, nothing's promising this shit, man. Yeah. Nothing, man. So just be have gratitude, man. I'm grateful. For the basic shit, man. Hey man, I got up today. People laugh when I say that shit. Hey man, I got up today, man. That's great. I was able to get up, exercise, eat a good meal, spend time with my family.

SPEAKER_07

Uh-huh.

SPEAKER_01

For real. Anything on top of it, that's a bonus. Like, if you okay, if I can get a couple of sales or make some extra money today, that'd be great too. But the main thing, yo, I'm healthy. Like, I got up and everything is working. Yeah, I got up. I'm gonna focus tomorrow I couldn't get up with a or not get up. Wait, try to get up and like, oh shit's not moving. I have a stroke.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Like that's real shit. Get up and get up and your arm's not moving. What's going on? Oh fuck, what the fuck? That's hey man.

SPEAKER_02

That's because you slept on it.

SPEAKER_05

So they fall asleep on their army. But it's because my arm falls asleep. That's exactly what happened to one of my clients.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah. He's like, he was sleeping, and he's like, all of a sudden he's like, I couldn't feel my arm. So it was just like, you know, that little tingling sensation to come back.

SPEAKER_06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Right? He's like, but then like I still couldn't feel it. So he's like, I'm like trying to fling my my arm towards my wife, trying to wake her up, you know? Dead arm.

SPEAKER_05

And he's trying to like fling it, and then she finally wakes up. He's like, I think I had a stroke. His boy must have had a heart attack.

SPEAKER_04

So she wakes up, she starts massaging his arm, and then finally he starts moving and everything was fine. And he's like, he's like, for that second, man, I swear I didn't know what I was gonna do in my life. He's like, I don't have insurance. Oh dog, what is this? What am I gonna do for work? You know?

SPEAKER_01

It was an eye opener. That's scary times. Yeah, that's an eye opener.

SPEAKER_04

That is an eye opener. That's an eye opener. And so he's like, but yeah, after that he was like fine, but he's like, for that fucking split second, everything just flashed through my brain.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, I know, I could imagine.

SPEAKER_04

You know, that's crazy. Imagine having a stroke. No way, I don't want to imagine it.

SPEAKER_02

But he panicked himself.

SPEAKER_04

Like Yeah, he panicked himself. He he jumped a gun a bit and but yeah, he fell asleep on his arm.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, sometimes I'm like, I have chest pains, and I'm like, oh my god. Hey, hang on a sec. And then I'm like, oh, it's my back is tight. Okay, it's gonna open up and okay. My back is tight.

SPEAKER_01

Both my parents have had strokes, man. You had both? Yeah, my dad had one in his 50s. I think that he was like 50. Okay. Your mom had one like a couple years ago. Yeah, a couple years ago. A mild one. And she fully recovered. But she's lucky, yo. Like, that's uh not a lot of people get that, yo. Like, it wasn't as a it wasn't like a it wasn't a severe one. And she woke like the the timing was right. Like, she woke up, shit wasn't moving. Got my dad going, hey man, I'm not feeling good, my arms aren't moving. Bob, my dad called the friggin' uh uh 911 ambulance. They came, they grabbed her, she's out the door. I think they came within 15 minutes. Another maybe 15 minutes, 10 minutes to the hospital, and she was there, so she got lucky. But a lot of people ain't lucky like that. That shit might happen, you're at home by yourself. Uh-huh. You fall to the fucking ground.

SPEAKER_06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

And that's it. You gotta wait till somebody finds you.

SPEAKER_03

Wow.

SPEAKER_01

You know what I mean? Like it's fucked up. That's a fucked up way to build or fucked up way for things to happen.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, man. So getting old is like real shit. It is, man.

SPEAKER_01

You gotta be you gotta put in that work now, man.

SPEAKER_04

I I've been saying this, man. I mean, fitness is the key, and and and as I get older, I see it more and more, man. It's the key, man. Like I see my dad right now, he's like 80, almost 83. Yeah. And this guy is like, don't get me wrong, 83, he's made it, he's you know, been living his life uh in pain. Yeah. But he's been, you know, killing it out there, at least walking. That was his main thing. Walking. He didn't eat right, right, right? But now he's like, yeah, man, he's slowing down.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah. Even today I saw my dad too. My dad's the same. 83, 84, 85, something around there. He's right around there, man, too. Same thing, slowing down. It's him, man. He's like, hey man, you want to give me a ride to the to the mom? Yeah, I'll give you a ride to the mom. I said, Yeah, my knee, but the my knee had the surgery on was bothering now, and then the other bee is bothering you now. I said, I get it, man. I get it. But at least he's he still wants to go out there and hang out with his buddies, and then he'll use his bus pass to come back home. But that long walking now, in the cold, he said that's what it is too. In the summer, no problem. But in the cold, he says, I can't even I can't make it. Like my knees are fucking killing me. I said, the cold is getting no muscle. Yeah, man, no mu that fucking for real. The muscle is an armor, dog. Same with my dad.

SPEAKER_02

This guy gets ridiculous. Like yeah, oh no, for real. Like he gets cold. Oh yeah. Like when I came back from the uh from my ass. Yeah. Like feeling cold again in the car, and this guy was like frozen. Like he's like unbearably cold because he's like shaking. Hang on, let me put the fucking human seats on each other. Yeah. He loves those guys. Fucking uh barrel, like you can't control it because your body has to shake because your body's reacting to it.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

But I don't know why. Yeah, you know, I no muscle mass. Yeah, no muscle. I see it. Same thing in my boss. There's no muscle mass, so what protection do you have? You have your bones and your skin. Yeah. And your skin is like like paper now. It's not like this fucking shit we got still. It's like leather. You got to stab me a couple times to break me through. Those people are just a little scratch, it's like they're bleeding, man.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah. It's like, ah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, man. So yeah, I can see it. Like the muscle is like armor, man. That protects everything, man. So you get older, you don't have no muscle mass, you could imagine you don't want to go nowhere, bro. I can imagine it. You're old as shit, 80, and it's fucking like outside how it is now with that wind blowing, and that's like oh you're like, oh, I got blown into traffic.

SPEAKER_00

Got hit by a car. It's fumished in a snowbank two days later.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, man, now it's popped up, man.

SPEAKER_04

Should I tell the uh New Year's party story? Yeah, why not? You haven't told them? No.

SPEAKER_01

And you gotta see it. Yeah, you gotta tell the New Year's uh New Year's Eve story. Oh man.

SPEAKER_04

Here's the New Year's Eve story.

SPEAKER_01

So New Year's Eve.

SPEAKER_04

For me it was a quiet one. I uh I went with the wife to Tirone. Oh you went to Tyrone? Okay, nice. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Nice. How was it?

SPEAKER_04

It was good, man. Yeah. It was good. It was crowded, but I like the vibe. It was nice. It was like a lot of people. Like and they separate you in different rooms. Okay, nice. So like the different like uh areas. And we were separ we were like in a in a room. And it's like it's it's cool. I like how they have the the look of the place. It's still like old school looks like uh they built around certain other buildings. Okay. Right? This is the one on Adelaide. Anyways, we got back home before the rush. Right? Uh so by 11 11 o'clock we were at home. And uh we celebrate New Year's with my parents.

SPEAKER_02

Sorry, it was uh free after the TC.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, it was free. It was free. Yeah, I'm I'm at my parents because you know, just in between places and we were there. And uh so I'm at my pop's at my parents' place, and my wife goes to bed early, and uh my parents go to bed early, and I'm just hanging around in the living room uh on on the laptop. And oh, prior to that, just just so I mentioned this little prior, um, when we were coming back from from Taroni, we were in the lobby and and mounds of people are going up into the elevator. Okay. Like there's a party going on. Yeah, yeah. Right? And we knew this before we got into the party. So again, we told the news with my parents, we we cheers, they go to bed, and around 1 a.m. My dad comes to the living room and he's in his long johns and his white beard. Right. Right?

SPEAKER_05

And he's like, oh, this music! It's like I can't sleep.

SPEAKER_04

And I'm on the laptop and I'm chilling, I'm like, yeah, I'm like, uh, someone should tell them uh New Year's is over, right? And the next thing I hear is, yeah. I didn't hear nothing, I didn't think nothing of it. He went back to his bedroom. I thought he went back to his bedroom. This guy went out the door and the door dunk like they closed, like, no fucking way. So I like dash out to the hallway and we have the stairwell, stairwell right beside the uh the apartment there.

SPEAKER_05

So I open the stairwell, and this guy's already halfway up the stairs, right? So I run up and I'm like, no man, what are you doing? He's like, no man, this is not fair. I gotta sleep. I'm like, dad, it's New Year's.

SPEAKER_00

He's like, I don't give a fuck about New Year's.

SPEAKER_05

I gotta try to see. He's like, I gotta just have to turn it down. Holy shit, that's hilarious. But here's the funny thing, he doesn't know which floor it was on.

SPEAKER_04

He just assumed it's someone person right above. Yeah, he just assumed it was like the the one above him.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Right? So, but I don't think it was. I think it was like somewhere else in the building. Maybe same side, but different, you know, floor. And this guy's just gonna go knocking on random doors.

SPEAKER_05

Hey, turn the music down.

SPEAKER_01

I'm not even having a party. Yo, nobody's gonna open your door when they see this man in his uh log jobs and his wife being like, fuck this shit. I'm not opening shit, I'm gonna sleep. This right here looks like something I don't want to deal with right now. See your pops, I'm like, I'm going back to sleep, you know. I just wanna Are you alright, sir? Turn on the fucking music! Alright, I'm going back to sleep. Yeah. As long as you're okay.

SPEAKER_04

Lost. Yeah, so this guy is like trying to fight, not fight me, but he was like resisting. So I kinda I didn't want to push him down the stairs. So I kinda like finally convinced him, I'm like, let's go. Let's go. And he was like upset.

SPEAKER_00

I couldn't make him go up the stairs and complain. Look, man. You gotta do what you need to protect your dad.

SPEAKER_04

Yo, man. Imagine, let's just say. Many options, but one of them, let's say it is that door. Yeah. Right?

SPEAKER_01

Who answers? That's right. Who and if the person answers the door, it's a problem right away, I'm telling you.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

That's why I said I wouldn't even open the door. Yeah. Because if somebody's opening a door, now you got somebody that's gonna look for a problem with an elderly person. Yeah. And you know that person don't have respect for nobody if they're gonna do that. If an elderly man comes to me and be like, hey man, cool, chilla. I'm not but there's some people, they'll knock out old people and don't give a fuck. There's crazy. There's people that don't give a shit. Alright.

SPEAKER_02

There's drinking and there's drinking.

SPEAKER_01

It's New Year's, guys get brave. Like that's a that could be you might be fighting, you and your dad might be fighting a bunch of motherfuckers about you.

SPEAKER_00

You you're probably like Jackie Chan and Chris Tucker, yeah. Yeah, it almost happens.

SPEAKER_02

Or like you turn said uh you may end up on TikTok viral video.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, it might be one of those. Someone's like, yeah, yo, there's an old man at the door.

SPEAKER_00

And then they just started laughing. Oh video? Dude, CP24, January 2nd, bro.

SPEAKER_04

Imagine breaking news! And then it could go one of two ways after that. It could be like they'd be like humiliating humiliating my dad and be like, get out of here, and they're all drinking. Or all of a sudden my dad's participating.

SPEAKER_01

That'd be the best. It'd be like taking shots of them and be like, yo. That would be the best situation. That's where the movie starts. As in there in the full pajama dog, and he's jamming. Oh fuck dog, you couldn't even write that. Maybe movies like that. That's what I stopped. All movies number bulls stop them from having uh that that that that that that magical experience of a party. The door opens and there's like two Swedish blogs there, and they're like coming through.

SPEAKER_00

He's like what?

SPEAKER_04

And prior to that, those two hot women were like, you know what? I wanna have sex with an old man.

SPEAKER_00

That's why that's my new year in 2026.

SPEAKER_01

I've been having this fantasy, and I'm gonna do it again. Come on, man. Why are we not fucking how do we not have writing this shit down and doing this on YouTube, man? This is like a cartoon right now, man. That's hilarious.

SPEAKER_04

A little skit. But you know what? That I was telling my my brother, that's the last time, I think, like one of those last memorable moments that I'll have with my dad. Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, man. You're gonna remember that forever.

SPEAKER_05

Dude, because this guy is like adamant about going up there. I'm like, yo. And then I had to go to bed, right? So I'm like, I hope this fucking guy doesn't make the.

SPEAKER_01

You gotta sleep in the living room on the couch. Hey man. As soon as you hear something, you get, hey, where you going? Yeah. You better go back to bed, man. Yo, man. This that's hey, you get to that point in your life, man. I don't know. I I just it is I I don't know. I don't think I just think that our generation, when we get to that point, yeah, we've had a different life. I haven't had my father's life. You haven't had your father's life. That's true. So there's things they've dealt with as a man that they've probably told you, but I can guarantee you, I know my dad. There's a lot of stuff he's not gonna tell me. Just for that generation, they're not gonna give you that. No. Because it looks like if something that went wrong their way or they didn't understand something, it's almost like a chink in their armor. Yeah. There's a lot of things that you're not gonna have those conversations with your dad. Exactly. You're not gonna tell your son certain things. Yeah, for sure. Exactly. That's how it goes, right? Of course. Life lessons and shit like that, I would hopefully have enough knowledge to give him the right advice.

SPEAKER_06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

You know, just that. But there's things I know my dad don't know shit about. He's gonna still tell me, like, yo, I know more than you. Like, yeah, like that. When it comes to that point, I I get it gets crazy, because like I was having that talk with somebody about this the other day. When did it when did what at what point does it get to? Or how long does it take to get to that point where your parents were it's it's not you're not a child anymore. Like, we're both adults here. Like, you can't just tell me anything and I'm gonna be like, yeah, okay, and believe it. Like, that's absolutely because the way I see it is if you're having those conversations with your kid, yeah, and you know you're wrong, and you're making them believe that you're right, you kinda don't respect your kid. Or you're just not respecting that person as a human being. That means like you don't really respect me. Because you would you would be wrong about something and act like you're right about it, even though you know you're wrong, yeah, you still want me to be like, okay, don't worry about it. You should be like, why would I why would I put you in that situation with my kid? I know I'm wrong, it's okay. Alright, let's move on to the next thing. But there's things they're just gonna be like, nah, that's not all to the great, man. Yeah, that's that generation. Our generation of those looking. So when we get to that age, I don't think we're gonna be like that. Because they have those things.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

They have that. Yeah. And for whatever reason, they're not that's not gonna change. I don't have that, so I don't see myself getting older and be like, Yo, my dad's a negative dude. I'll be real. He's not negative. I don't see myself being, because I haven't had that life. Yeah. So I don't see, but I was thinking, is that does that happen to everybody? Like, does everybody get to a point and you're the you're that you're that crazy old parent and I think you can.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, I hope not, I hope not, but I don't want to be that old man that's like now has to be taken care of. That's you know, like you gotta get to that now, bro. That's the thing like that. Exactly. You gotta work on it now.

SPEAKER_02

If you don't do it now, but it's crazy. We got the three languages, so keeps the mind going. That's a good thing too. Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

That's a real good thing. All these things to prevent Alzheimer's and Alzheimer's, you got that, man, because you think in three different ways, you can think in three different ways, really, man. You got three different languages, that helps out a lot.

SPEAKER_04

But you have to always keep it moving and going, yeah. Yeah. You know. And it's good to stimulate the mind and challenge yourself. Of course. Physically, mentally, if you don't know, you gotta think everything.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, if you're not challenging yourself and you just look, man, like you said, you've changed a bit in the that in the last decade, as you should. If you were to say that, nah, nothing really changed. I'm the same guy, I'd be like, that's not a good thing, man.

SPEAKER_04

No, that's not a good thing.

SPEAKER_01

You should be a little bit more knowledgeable or something.

SPEAKER_04

That life experience is.

SPEAKER_01

Life experience, like that should be a big thing too in the last 10 years. Like, where have you been? Who have you met? Yeah, exactly. Like all those things are besides making money and having a good life, like you need to meet people, different people.

SPEAKER_04

Well, for me, it was like from 40 to 50, with a with a uh what's it called, uh a pandemic in between. That's right, the pandemic. You know, that kind of fucked everything up in the last 10 years. Yeah, yeah. You know, it's felt that's so for me for 40 to 50, uh, yeah, man, a lot has changed. I wasn't married, I'm married. Yeah, that's a big shame. I lived in Mexico for three years, almost three years, and now I'm back. Yeah, so you didn't think quite a bit the last 10 years. Yeah, but 2023 I left. 2023, 2026 now. So I just got back early.

SPEAKER_01

That's one thing I hope for myself in the future that I can say that I left here for a couple of months or half a year. That's a cold. Right now I gotta be here understand, but at a certain point I'm like, nah, I can't do the whole 12 months here. I don't mind the winter or the cold. That's just not my bad. I just don't want to be here for 12 months all year round. Yeah, yeah. Even if I break it up in three to three or something like that, no more full calendar years I get a little bit older.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, no, no. As you get older, you want to switch it up and just you know, you gotta do different things. Yeah, and and see different places and yeah, if you have that that uh ability to fucking be somewhere else for the winter's time, yeah. And I think that's what I'm gonna do. We're planning on doing. You want to do that, just get out of here for no winters. Yeah, if like worst case scenarios, we go to Mexico. Right. Just but not all like you said, not the whole time period, but maybe like a month. Yeah, that's what I'm thinking too. I'd be gone like half of December to half of January at least, easily. You know? Yeah. Or till the end of J make it a month and a half and just come back in February. Yeah. You know, and then at least okay, but it's gonna warm up. That's the goal. That's a good goal to have, man.

SPEAKER_01

But yeah, we'll see how it goes, man. See if we get all I need is one fucking apartment in Holland. It doesn't even have to be an absolute. That's all my goal is. I don't have to have a house, a mansion, none of that shit. I just need an apartment in Holland. Do it, man. That's all I need. So when I say I'm out of here, I just go to this fucking place. I'm in the apartment, get my shit, I already have clothes in the fucking shit. Change up, I'm out, I'm walking. Yeah. That's it. That's all I need. Nothing extravagant. I just need, I know I have a place and I can go back to that apartment for that six months or three months at a time. You should buy a fucking castle in Sweden.

SPEAKER_02

Oh, that's fucking A man. For fucking less than a house here. I know. I know. I know. Fuck, man. But the thing is.

SPEAKER_01

I have no problem doing, but with the renovation after that, how do you get it livable? Because some of them are not livable.

SPEAKER_02

True.

SPEAKER_01

You're gonna best so much more do you have to put it there. That's the only thing. If we can work that out, that sounds good to me. Who doesn't live in a castle? That's what Pierce Brosnan does then.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, you make it a fucking business if you can't. I don't know.

SPEAKER_01

You could make it a business. It's not even a good idea. I don't know the market. I'm just spitballing, but I don't know shit about anything. Hey man, you got social media, you make it the market. You have this fucking you just be this guy. You start up a whole Instagram account.

SPEAKER_02

I'm a guy that has a castle. Well hung stuff, man. I got the well-hunk.

SPEAKER_01

You can do a lot, man. Hey man, I basically believe this is the time. If you can think about it, you might be able to find a following for it. Just say you start up an insta- I'm just saying hypothetically, you start up an Instagram account, you buy this castle. You don't even know what the how it's gonna renovate or that. You can start off as this guy. I have an Instagram account. I start this is the guy. I'm this guy. I'm buying the castle. I'm gonna make this castle into something. You're gonna be rid of it. You start this Instagram account. Once a week you post. You post this, now you're doing this. All of a sudden, we just do 12 12 months, boom, you got a castle. It looks shit. You could make a whole lifestyle out of it, and all of a sudden, you can come to this castle. Yeah, Airbnb. It costs you this month a month. You can make that into a fucking thing, bro. I'm telling you. I found fucking gold.

SPEAKER_04

Oh my gosh, you can find gold. That or the body. Yeah, you just gotta make it closer to a easy attraction or uh escape room. Escape room. Even that escape room in the castle. Even that. Or like the monster's castle. Oh my gosh, we'll do it. Make a little mini event.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, or like raves. They love that shit, that technically.

SPEAKER_04

Well, that you have to look at the Europeans.

SPEAKER_02

They love that shit.

SPEAKER_04

They love the dicks, yeah man.

SPEAKER_02

Camp on my castle grounds.

SPEAKER_01

They love that shit. Fucking hard. It could be. But I've seen those things. Every once in a while I start going on um wondering if the home improvement channel on YouTube. These people that that they are architects are people that have money, they make their own kind of house the way they want it. It's these fucking amazing houses. Some crazy shit, man. It's just amazing what they can do, man.

SPEAKER_02

So if you get it if they could do it, the crazy ones where they build it inside the fucking mountain rock. Come on, man. Some of these things are amazing. I've seen some, I'm like, wow, this is fucking crazy. Like in Colorado or somewhere. Wherever, fucking, I guess some you get that cool air from that rock.

SPEAKER_04

I'm like, that's fucking crazy. It's amazing some of those builds, man. Yeah, but that's like you're fucking living the life.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, that's another world, man. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, well, you well, you're the you have the if you're people that do that, they're they're either the architect or engineer, they know what they're doing if they're gonna fuck around with it. But yeah, you live like that, you're not even living in this world. You wake up in inside of a mountain, on the side of a mountain every day. That's how you're starting your day. That's how you're starting your day. You don't listen to police sirens or the bus going on outside, you go out and it's just rock and the earth.

SPEAKER_04

But technology is like at your fingertips. And everything is clean and marble and inside the. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Some of those some of those. No, it's amazing. It's amazing. Stress level zero. Zero.

SPEAKER_02

All I need is seven. You see stress level seven? No, all I need is seven. Seven what? Numbers. You need them numbers.

SPEAKER_04

I told my wife to play. I'm like, first time she's ever played. Maybe. Well, you never know. She has never played. Let her play, man.

SPEAKER_02

Okay. She's just gonna decide what to play when she feels like her. When's the next draw? Is this Friday? Uh today's tonight. Tomorrow, Max? It doesn't draw every day, bro.

SPEAKER_01

What addiction do you have?

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, Mondays, Wednesdays is like 6 49. And then Tuesdays, Fridays is max max. And then they have all the other little ones in Ontario.

SPEAKER_04

I don't think it's Monday. I think it's Wednesday, Saturday. For 649.

SPEAKER_02

Sure, you know better than me.

SPEAKER_04

I don't know. I don't play that one. Anyway. Yeah, so. And they always say beginner's luck. Try it out, man.

SPEAKER_01

Does she have regular numbers that she's played back home? Or is it something like that? No, no. She's never really That's the best time. Just pick seven numbers and roll with those numbers forever. Those are your seven numbers. Well, if you play different numbers every week, I guess they're I don't know what the odds are in it, but you have your some people have their number. Like I have a number I play every week. You do, eh? It's just a number that I I got, I just ran with it. Perfect. I keep on playing that same number. So if it ever hits, hopefully it hits, you know what I mean? But quick pick, hey man, it's what if you want to get into that world, you gotta play. If you say you want to win it, you gotta at least try. You can't I don't want to win the lotto. Well, I'm only gonna play uh once a month. I'm like, yo, it'll work like that. You know what I mean? You gotta play that shit when the draws are happening.

SPEAKER_04

You gotta- that's it, you gotta commit to it no matter what. That's what it is. I I I'm not gonna commit to that, but I'll do this one-time thing and see if my wife wins because it's a you know beginner's luck.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

And maybe, man.

SPEAKER_01

What if you what if you played and you win, say, 20 grand? Just gonna be like a 20 grand. Would you play it again? No. You just think you stop. No, dog, you're crazy. That's what you're doing. We thought we play again.

SPEAKER_00

You gotta try that.

SPEAKER_04

Once you play a game, you get two million. What do you mean? Like second second time around?

SPEAKER_01

Like if you play 649 to draw a ticket, you bought a ticket today. Okay. Alright? What was today? Wednesday. Wednesday, 649. So you bought a ticket today. Alright. And you want 20 grand on that ticket. You're never gonna play 649 again? Like you're gonna stop playing. You win 20. That's it. That's it. You're not gonna try to win 40 grand.

SPEAKER_04

No. Shit, okay. I get that. Because that'll be like throughout the year, it could also be that as you the years go by, you've spent that 20 grand back to them, gave it back to them, and more. Of course. Yeah, you're right. So it's like, why am I gonna do that? I'll just keep the money and fuck you guys. Well, okay, if you And then play once in a blue moon. Once in a blue moon engage right there. Yeah, but not like not consistently.

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No.

SPEAKER_02

Would you if you were to win uh let's say the what is it, the cash for life? Oh, that one's fantastic. That's the one I think is the best. That's what I would like to win.

SPEAKER_01

Daily grand? Yeah. Those are the best ones, I think. Because you can cash out or you can just get that money. That's what I mean. You know what I mean? What would you do? Would you? I'm living forever, dog. So just give me that money. Fantastic! I'm just saying that shit every time it drops my account. I'll do the commercial for free for the motherfuckers if I get it. I'll do it once a week.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Why not? Yeah. A thousand bucks a week for the rest of your life?

SPEAKER_04

Well, it's I think the rest of your life uh has drugs.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, it's normally 25. 25 years? Yeah. So not at least 25 years. Yeah, so they're saying it's like, yeah, okay, so but the payout would be I think 700,000? Or it would be more of 50,000. No. Half a half a mil. Nah. 500,000. Nah.

SPEAKER_04

If what? If they give you the payout?

SPEAKER_02

Payout.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah. I'm not taking that.

SPEAKER_02

Because, right? That's your payout now. Yeah, you're picking a big chunk now, but yeah. You're not getting it full. So if you did a thousand for 25, yeah, you get way more for sure.

SPEAKER_01

I think it's a good one. Dude, you get that thousand bucks for the rest of your life. Whatever it is. You're hiring a personal trainer. You're hiring a dietitian. You're hiring a chef with that money. That's$4,000 a month extra.$4,000 a month extra. Just doing nothing. Yeah, you're chilling. You can actually have a part-time job. You can actually do what you're doing still. And still do it.

SPEAKER_00

Do what you're doing, and that's just extra money.

SPEAKER_01

And you have money to improve yourself.

SPEAKER_00

That's the best thing. Yeah, yeah, yeah. There's no way I lose. Yeah, fantastic.

SPEAKER_01

I fucking love it. That's the greatest$6.49. Those things, I play them, I'm like, okay, I'll play them because I want to try. But the real one is like cash for life or the the daily. Like the daily grand is retarded. A grand a day for the rest of your life? That's like That's amazing.

SPEAKER_02

$30,000 a month?

SPEAKER_04

No,$4,000 a month.

SPEAKER_02

No, a grand a day. A grand a day.

SPEAKER_01

The daily grand is different. Cash for life is a thousand a week. Daily grand is a thousand a day. Dude, for life.

SPEAKER_04

What? Bro. Yeah, it is a different thing.

SPEAKER_01

Your whole everything is changed. Everything changes with that one. That one is just. Hey man, people win that shit. They have it there. Somebody's winning that shit. Somebody's winning it.

SPEAKER_04

Is it like some sort of conspiracy that you don't know? We don't know later on that they're like, yeah, 25 years, but like a year 12. Oh my god, they got into an accident.

SPEAKER_01

Wow, that's another story. Yeah, that's another story. That's a movie right there. But what after a time they set you up? Well, could you imagine that? The more the longer you're invested into that payout, they find out ways. Just think it was a company. Not that lot, not uh OGC, just an independent company. And it's like the game with that movie, uh, the movie, the game with um Michael Douglas. Michael Douglas, and they're trying to kill you. Uh huh. So they have to pay out anymore. Yo, we gotta have to get rid of this guy. We've been paying this daily grand for like 20 years. Fuck, we gotta get rid of this guy. He's milking us. The company's going bankrupt. It's probably the son's taking over companies. He's like um Biden's son. Cookers in fucking cocaine every week. He's run the company down. We need to kill this fucking guy that's sucking out this daily grand. And they start knocking off people that win it over the last 20 years. That's right. And that's the movie. What's the connection to all these serial killings? Well, this person won the daily grant. Yeah. Or 2000. And this other person won the daily grand, and that's the connection. Look at that. And they're knocking these fuckers off. I hope it's not that. Because I want that daily grant. I would have a fucking apartment all over Europe, dog. Oh, hello.

SPEAKER_00

Every place I landed. Every place will explain. Where do I land? Oh, I got a spot here. Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

So begin to play it. Beginning the locker play has to play at all the lotteries. All the lotteries? If it's Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, you have to play it.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

So I know two times is max, two times is a lot of. I think those are like on Thursdays, and there's other ones. Like there's so much. Even Loterio, man. Lotero. Lotero's two million dollars. That'll change your whole life. Fucking nobody even plays three. I know. Kino. Yeah, there's a lot of them, man. Fucking uh poker. Those are fucking any time. There's boost. There's all types of shit you can put on easy. You just be like, babe, go poker. Two bucks all in. Just to see. She goes, you win the fucking all in whatever the prizes. So if you get whatever any. I'm like, fuck, man.

SPEAKER_04

You know, it's happened to me. I like okay, for myself personally, yeah. Uh when I was 19, yeah, and I went to play blackjack, I won. Right. Now I didn't bet big, so I didn't win. I won I think I won 50 bucks.

SPEAKER_02

Okay.

SPEAKER_04

But for me, that was a Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_02

Uh you probably paid like five bucks or two bucks.

SPEAKER_04

Something like that. But as time, no, we stayed there for a bit, but it we accumulated to 50 bucks. So I was happy, 50 bucks. You know, 19 years old, I just fucking won 50 bucks. Right? So beginner's luck for me was that. Right? First time gambling like that, not lottery. Right. Right. And then one time I bring my mom's friend from Mexico comes. Yeah. And I bring my mom and her to Niagara Falls. Right? And we go to the casino. And I introduce her to uh to the roulette, but on the machine. The electronic roulette. Right? And we play and we won. We won like 120 bucks. And I made them pick numbers. We were playing by numbers, and it was one of the numbers they picked, and we won. So it was like 120 or 135 because it's one something like that. So that paid for lunch. Right. Again, they never played beginner's luck. We had lunch. On the way back, my mom tried to say, let's go back, I don't want to play it again. Alright, let's go. So we go, and she puts in 20 bucks. Gone, quick. That's it. Beginner's luck is beginner's luck. Try it once after that. See. That's how they hook you. I don't know how society I don't know how this fucking uh beyond this world fucking energy works, but for some reason it's got something to do with it.

SPEAKER_02

It's because you're not caring as much as you would, oh I gotta put it back. What number should I put up? You're like, yeah, whatever they feel a safe number or a number that appeals to them. Yeah. I agree. Boom. I agree. And then when you're overthinking it, it doesn't count.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, no, I think well think about it like this. If you got the mortgage to pay, yeah, and you're betting on that fucking number to hit, that's a lot of pressure, man. That might not work out. Red or black, red or red, red or black, red black. I need this, I need this. Somebody goes in and says, I don't give a fuck uh 12. Green. Green. Yeah. Or zero. Yeah! Yeah, it's like, yeah, because you're not you're not even thinking about it. I think when you're thinking overthinking, overthinking it, you tend to fucking go back to the business right here.

SPEAKER_04

So like we gotta find virgin fucking gamblers.

SPEAKER_02

So like I guess uh friends after you guys won, she was thinking about it.

SPEAKER_03

She's like, wow, this is so easy. Exactly. That's it.

SPEAKER_02

Of course, 120 bucks that paid for lunch. Wow, 20 bucks. She was already making like calculations. I'm gonna find another wall and then fucking gone. No more did she put anything more after that? See? She's like, alright, fun.

SPEAKER_01

That's it.

SPEAKER_04

But that's how they get you, man. Of course, that's how they get you. But the the life energy in that, because I don't get it. This is the whole thing. Like, they how do they know or how does the energy of the flow of the universe work that when okay, you're saying it's just they're not thinking about it. But I I don't know.

SPEAKER_02

But it's that energy because you're a conscious bitter, right? Okay. You're like, okay, which number's gonna hit? You're already like thinking numbers. You're overthinking number. You're like this, this, do I put a fucking red, black, do I put one third here? Do I put fucking do I start like they're just like number. Yeah. They just give you one number.

SPEAKER_01

Well.

SPEAKER_02

Okay.

SPEAKER_01

It's gotta there has to be something to it like that. Yeah, or like to like red. You know what I mean? It's just even when I like I when I've gambled, and I I don't gamble at all, I don't play no roulette, no, no, no. I just the slots. Anytime I got lucky on slots, I was like you. I'm out. Yeah. Yeah, like the last time. Yeah, like I wonder one time I went down there back in the day, uh me and a young lady were stayed at the hotel. Yeah. And a hundred and uh I think I won 175 bucks on the slots. That paid for the hotel room. I'm out of there. I'm up. Yeah, I got the hotel room for free. So yeah, I might do it. I got lucky. I'm not gonna win another 175 bucks.

SPEAKER_04

I got lucky one one trip to Vegas. For real. Just won. I got lucky. Not not extremely lucky, but lucky that I went to Vegas. I won enough that I paid for my trip. Yeah. I paid for like for the expenses there, and an extra 350 bucks. So I was like, that was a good trip. That's a good trip. You know, I didn't have to pay for anything. Almost everything got paid off, and and I had money. Yeah. So that was the one and only time.

SPEAKER_02

That was a good time. Other times it's like.

SPEAKER_04

Then I went the year, yeah, I went the next year. It's so easy. Well, here's the point, here I I don't know if we've ever talked about this, but if you ever have an experience with someone or or on your own, yeah, and it's a great experience, and you try to replicate it again, it will never be that great experience like it was the first time. Sorry about that. Like, it just doesn't have like you go to your best resort, you go to a resort, uh, you have an amazing time right with the uh with the person you go with. Yeah. And you're like, we gotta come back next year. Yeah. And then you go back next year, and it's good, yeah, but it just wasn't that spark like it was the year that you went for the first time. Yeah. Right? And so that's what happened with me when I went to Vegas. In 2013, I went with my cousin. And you know, best time ever. Like, everything was flowing, uh, we were drinking, we were meeting people, yeah. Uh the beds, that's the year I I won. Yeah. 350, I came back 350 bucks plus. And then we're like, let's do this again next year. And we do 2014 in October, same thing. Yeah. But we booked a different hotel room, yeah, right? And just the flow in the hotel room, in the in the hotel was different. It wasn't the same. We were at the MGM on the first one. Okay. And then the second one was like a small one. Um, that already changed. That already changed everything. That changes everything, right? It's not even the same thing. Yeah, and then the flow was just different. It was just, it wasn't the same type of uh experience we that we had the first time around. Even with the drinking, and he was gambling more, and just yeah. And we were like, let's do this every year, and I'm like, yeah, after that one, I'm like, I don't want to do this again. So and I think to make an experience great again, let's say whether the same place, yeah, you have to change something. The girl.

SPEAKER_00

You have to put that within the same, within the same type of year. Oh, that changes totally changes. Fantastic. Experiences with two different women. That was crazy. Same place. Same place. But looked at me when I checked into it like but that's what has to change. Maybe I'm not sure, but it could be this guy.

SPEAKER_01

You know what's crazy? What's that? Nobody listens to this shit. Nobody listens to this shit. At this specific hotel. I won't say the area. I can edit this shit off if I get too scared. The family that owns the hotel, because it's a family-owned hotel.

SPEAKER_07

Okay.

SPEAKER_01

It's a special place on a reserve. Hang on. We're yeah now. We're lost. Okay, so uh What year? I can't do that. That's gonna be trouble.

SPEAKER_00

Too many questions.

SPEAKER_01

So anyway, I go to this hotel for the first time with this young lady. Okay, and it's great. It's a unique, neat place, on a reserve. You can't even really find this place. Not only not a lot of people own this place. But the family owners like to have people sign a logbook because memories for the specific place. Okay. So the first time I go with this the young lady, I sign the logbook with that young lady because we're together there. You put your name in it? I put my name in it. But I wasn't thinking I was gonna be there a little bit later. I didn't think I was gonna go back, but the experience was so nice. And then the opportunity was to go with another young lady, and I said, you know what? I know this spot. And she's like, where is it? Oh, this place is special. And I was like, oh, I was in already, like before I even got there. So I went with the the the second chick. I got the the deluxe room this time, private, like chalet shit.

SPEAKER_07

Okay.

SPEAKER_01

And then, but like I said, when I went there the second time, I kind of felt like maybe they think, oh, did this guy come here before or wasn't sure? So when it came to sign the logbook the second time, I didn't sign that logbook.

SPEAKER_04

Did she sign it?

SPEAKER_01

She signed it. Yeah. Yeah, but I didn't sign that shit. Because I'd be there on that record, that'd be a record now. That family, and that's paper trail.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah. So okay, let's look back. What the hell? Is this your writing? Initials? You writing? Your signature? Whatever? Digital stash.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, so that's the only way you can change an experience. Exactly.

SPEAKER_01

Well, you gotta change the person or add drugs or something. Add drugs.

SPEAKER_04

Or change it all together.

SPEAKER_01

Or change it all together.

SPEAKER_04

But let's say, like when I went with my cousin, it was me and him, right? Yeah. The only way to change that is to add more people to the experience. But then does it plus 10? When you add more people, the dynamic changes too.

SPEAKER_01

Plus three. Because when you were your cousin, it was like you guys are flowing, you said. That's true too. Yeah, four more guys to die. One guy could be a one guy could be having problems with his wife back home. He brings that energy. Yeah. And everything is fucked up. The more people, the more just we change the personality. One person. You gotta have one person or maybe one more, three people, four max, I would say. Like even though I think four dudes can get along. I think four dudes can get along. Outside of four?

SPEAKER_02

No, I got it.

SPEAKER_01

That's too many variables now.

SPEAKER_02

Everybody wants to do something else. Yeah, exactly. Guys are gonna want to, hey man, I'll do this. And I get it.

SPEAKER_04

You'd have to find a group that's similar to the way you think if you want to do the same thing.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, or even if you could agree, like, yo, even if we get together like over there for four days.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, plan.

SPEAKER_01

We could just plan and say, like, okay, we're gonna go for two dinners. The other two dinners, I don't really want to fucking hang out with you, you know. I want to go do my own thing. I might want to do something different than we're finished. If we can meet up for two dinners, maybe grab a couple of breakfasts together, we're good. We have to be the whole time together, that could get overwhelming too. Yeah. Well, that's if you don't like the people that's a thing, yeah. Okay, my guys, I need I need a break. I need a break. Yeah, you gotta it has to be if you're traveling, it has to be solid, solid people.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, well when we traveled, we had a good time. Yeah, man. We did everything together. We did everything, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Like that's that's that's it. I'm biased because when I've traveled, but that's just like all new to us at that time. At that time, right?

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, but like we're gonna go to the room.

SPEAKER_01

But now if we travel together, I think we'd be we'd be fine. Like, wouldn't we like? Of course you're gonna maybe want to do your own thing, maybe whatever, just chill, but I don't really feel like going out there. And I would understand that. Like if we were to go to go somewhere and like, yo, man, I don't really go on a go to. Alright, cool, man. I'll don't worry, I get it, man. It's just yeah, it's easy. It's not like, oh, this guy's gonna, hey man, this guy I've seen these things, man. But oh this guy, this guy didn't come out of the room again. Like, why the fuck do you care? What if you don't want to come out of the room? I don't give a fuck if you don't want to come out.

SPEAKER_00

We're here. Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Where do you babysitter? There's this one time, I don't know if you remember this one. We went to Cancun. Yeah. And there was a group of dudes from Canada as well. I think they were from Ottawa or St. Catharines or I can't remember. Yeah. But I don't know if you were there with me then knew this one. But this one dude who came with them brought his video game system and stayed in the room the whole time. And he was just like gaming the whole time. Uh and this was even before, like, online. You know, he was just playing. He just played by himself on the Sony once PlayStation.

SPEAKER_02

He had to finish the games, you know.

SPEAKER_04

He had to finish the games, and his buddies were fucking out partying, and he was fucking all day, and he the only time you would see him is when he'd come out to eat. That's it.

SPEAKER_01

Just to get some fucking calories and then go back in game.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, just to get some fresh ass and calories and then he would go back into the his game and his buddies would be parting it up. Hey. I'm like, that's what the fuck is that?

SPEAKER_02

He's got a fucking whole fucking TV to himself, and he's like, fuck. Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_04

He's like, I got the room to myself, they're never here. They only sleep here. That's that's true. I don't know, man. That's a weird one. That is pretty fucked up, man. I'm like, you're disconnected from the world, man. Yeah, that's not good. Like, you don't want to participate with the game.

SPEAKER_01

What I think and I think when people hear like guys with game, they think that that's what gamers are. That's maniac. He just likes gaming. Like I like video games, but I ain't gonna fucking go somewhere and travel. Like, like, travel with my Xbox, that'd be insane.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah. Why would I do that? You said, hey man, come on, exactly. You gotta get out, man. I'll come if I bring my game. That's what I'm gonna come brought up. And then as soon as the system's there, like yeah, he's like, alright, they'll do a lot. Exactly. That's it.

SPEAKER_04

That's crazy. I'll come have a margarita.

SPEAKER_01

And then I'll see you later how you break that. How we can break him out of that thing to get away from that. Oh, that's right. Don't break that. That's uh that's a lifeless thing.

SPEAKER_02

You don't have to bring that anywhere again. Yeah, are you the game here?

SPEAKER_04

Hey, you know what? When you're on your deathbed, are you ever gonna think about it? I wish I did over time. I I I I wish I made that extra investment.

SPEAKER_01

Or you did an extra shit. Yeah, I'm thinking you're thinking about, hey, I hope I don't shit myself in front of these people. That's what I'm gonna think. Yeah, I don't want to shit myself.

SPEAKER_02

I hope I don't shit myself. Well you will shit yourself. I mean like in uh movie theater or church.

SPEAKER_04

The only I mean the only way you don't shit yourself is if you fucking clean, like you fucking went to a washroom early in that morning, yeah, and you fucking was like let it all out, you won't. But if you're like, you know, a late shitter and you died before that, oh yeah, your body you're gonna shit yourself. Yeah, because think about it, you're dead. So all your muscles in your body, everything is just loose. So you just all the liquids just all out of you, man. Damn. That's crazy. Yeah, that is pretty crazy. So no coffee. Oh, you definitely should yourself, man. Yeah, but it's ha uh it's happened to people, like I I don't know. It's happened to people I know that I see that. Yeah, it always starts like that. No, they've experienced seeing that. They they oh see people die and shit themselves. Yeah, see people die and shit themselves. Wow.

SPEAKER_02

I jumped again.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, and so they they're like, I try to give this guy mouth to mouth, but he fucking shit himself. He was already dead.

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Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

That's fucked up shit, man. Hey man, fucked up shit. That's really fucked up shit.

SPEAKER_01

Life is no joke, man. Doesn't matter who you are, how sexy you are when you go, that's it, man. Yeah. Fucking everything's gonna loose, you know. Hopefully it's the way you wanna go. Without getting shot or stabbed or something in some trauma and it happens.

SPEAKER_04

I know. Here's the fucked up thing. This is how I fucked up, I'm fucked up like so. After that body is dead and shit all over the bottom. Okay. They have to fucking clean it, right? So do they just like rip the pants off, throw in the garbage, and just fucking grab the fucking holes and just hold that shit down?

SPEAKER_02

That's what I'm assuming. Yeah, if it's if it's not a homicide or anything else. Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_02

Oh, if it's a homicide, they'd have to go through that shit all fucking.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, they'll whatever. That's a job, man. The person that's doing that job loves that job. Yeah. And they're probably paid very handsomely for it too. They know literally the mountains they've seen. They gotta love being around like bodies. Yeah. So the people that work at the morgue, you think like if you meet somebody, like you meet somebody that works at a cemetery or a morgue, they're not. This is that's a different human being, man. That's not right. You when you're around death all the time. Yeah, they're robots. Yeah, that's a different person, man. I would like to sit, I would like to have a conversation. Somebody works at like one of those pieces, the people at the cemetery home even like who does the embalming? You take out all the shit, you put out.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, they gotta pull out the blush and then smell.

SPEAKER_01

Okay, it's lovely. Did you imagine? They love that shit.

SPEAKER_00

They love that shit.

SPEAKER_01

They love it. Guaranteed. There's nobody that does that that doesn't get up every day, like, yeah, I'm going to dream these motherfuckers today.

SPEAKER_02

I wish I got another trade. Yeah, I don't want to do it. You gotta deploy.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I don't really want to do this. I want to do something. I want to work somewhere else.

SPEAKER_04

What if it was like doctors who fucking just didn't make and that's what's left?

SPEAKER_01

Nah. If you're a doctor and you don't make it, you become like a dentist or something like that.

SPEAKER_00

You can say you're a doctor, but you're not really saving lives. Yo. Come on, let's be real.

SPEAKER_01

I'll talk any dentist. I don't care. You can go to university and be smart as all you want to be. Doctor. You don't save lives. So that doctor, I get it, you're accredited.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

But if I have a heart attack right now, what the fuck are you doing? You're gonna take out my molar?

SPEAKER_02

You're calling a motherfucker this doctor. Hang on. You gotta cap, I gotta cap this.

SPEAKER_01

Let me tell you how real this shit is, alright? I'll show you right now. We're coming back from Las Vegas. I guess. Uh dental convention.

SPEAKER_02

Uh-huh.

SPEAKER_01

Um, my wife brother office down there, because they received an award. Yeah. On the way back. On the summer? In the summer. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So on the way back, this kid is having a seizure on the fucking plane. A plane full of dentists. Okay. They're like, we need a doctor. Oh, the dentists. Like, is there a doctor on the plane? You motherfuckers are all saying you're doctors. What the fuck is going on? But they found one old man in the back, this old African man in the back that was like, they said, Are you a dentist? He's like, No, I'm a real doctor. Like, what's going on with this kid? Well, he's having seizures and he took attended to the guy. So I'm looking at all these dentists now like, y'all are a bunch of fucking frauds. Yeah. You use that doctor thing when you need her, that I'm doctor this, doctor that. There's a kid dying here, and all you guys are looking confused. Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

You're like, we actually need a doctor.

SPEAKER_01

So what I say, yeah, you can be, yeah, it's what I said is real. Yeah, you're not a real doctor. Yeah. I don't tell any dentist in their face. You tell you can go into a room and perform surgery and save a life. I'll talk completely different. But you're taking out teeth, bro. So the fact that you talk about it.

SPEAKER_04

What would you give them then? Like if they're on the doctor scale? No, if they're not doctors, what's another, I guess, hyphen makeup.

SPEAKER_01

No, you can be a doctor, but it should be like.

SPEAKER_04

Or it should be just dentist. Like, yeah, you're a dentist, whatever.

SPEAKER_01

Dentist, yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Nothing to do with doctor. Okay, so you're talking about.

SPEAKER_01

That's my opinion. No.

SPEAKER_04

I get you, yeah, yeah, yeah. So you're a dentist.

SPEAKER_01

You're a dentist. Are you not a dentist?

SPEAKER_04

That's it.

SPEAKER_01

Are you a doctor? What are you?

SPEAKER_04

Exactly.

SPEAKER_01

Because the doctor that works in the surgery room, he's not saying there's no confusion.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

He's not saying, or are you a doctor or a dentist? Motherfucker, you see what I'm wearing here. But I mean I'm saving the minds. I'm definitely a doctor.

SPEAKER_02

Okay, but true. True, yes. But the word doctrine is just taken out of context. It is taken out of context. I can be a doctrine in English.

SPEAKER_04

It's good.

SPEAKER_02

That's right.

SPEAKER_04

But that's doctrine.

SPEAKER_02

Isn't that doctor? Doctor. Isn't sane.

SPEAKER_01

There's a lot of people that use these titles, man. Maybe you're right, maybe you're wrong, I don't know. But yes. And that shouldn't take away from what you've achieved. Like if I say you're a if you're a dentist, you're not a doctor. But what do you mean? You still went to school and did all this stuff to become a dentist. So you should be proud of that. But you're saying you're a doctor, and you're pretending that you're something else, and then when that thing happens now, it's like, well, yeah, I'm not a doctor. Well, I don't know. I don't know what how to do that. Well, the other doctor does the shit that he's doing now, doesn't know how to pull out teeth.

SPEAKER_04

It's like doctor of dentistry.

SPEAKER_01

Right. You have a doctorate, I get it.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

You're certified, you're a doctorate in this. But don't come to me to think like you're a doctor, like you're saving lives. I still respect what you do. Yeah. So I'm not taking nothing away from you.

SPEAKER_00

It's not important.

SPEAKER_02

It's still important. Very important. It has to be clarified, I get what you're saying.

SPEAKER_01

I would say, well, if I'm going, if I'm going out with a chick that's a doctor, and then my brother is having a heart attack and needs help. Hey, man, I need help. She's like, well, I'm a dentist. I'd be like, what the fuck are you talking about?

SPEAKER_00

You said you're a doctor. No.

SPEAKER_01

I need help. Well, I could call a doctor. Okay.

SPEAKER_00

It's only convenience.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah. Come on, man. I saw right in front of my face. I'm on the plane.

SPEAKER_00

And I'm like, what the fuck is going on here?

SPEAKER_01

We need a doctor. I'm like, y'all motherfucking doctors.

SPEAKER_00

You should have said something at that time.

SPEAKER_04

You're like, what's up with all you doctors?

SPEAKER_01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. A bunch of doctors.

SPEAKER_01

It's funny shit. I'm just saying.

SPEAKER_04

We're living on multiple status, man. Everyone wants status. Yeah. Yeah, Mexico is huge about that. I think I mentioned this one.

SPEAKER_01

I think it's everywhere in the world is like that. You have certain titles and it it gets you the place. It opens doors for you. Oh yeah. It opens a lot of doors we have there. Because people associate things with success. So if you have a business like how we see in business, especially now that I'm working in business, the first thing I see guys do when they get into business or their or whatever it is. First thing they buy is a luxury car.

SPEAKER_04

They do, yeah, okay.

SPEAKER_01

Because a luxury car is status. So if this guy's a business and he has a luxury car, that means this guy is successful. He has to be. That opens a door for you right away. Nobody's even gonna question it. You can get into rooms with that alone. Okay. So that's what that brings you, those things. So I get how people can use that. I'm not about that shit. I don't even know, I'm not about that shit, but I can see how people can use that. But then it gets become because your head becomes it becomes an evil thing because you could have a business and it could be alright, you could just be breaking even, or you could not be doing well, and still have that luxury car and still fool people and think you got status.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

And you can end up like one of my wife's clients, her husband was one of those guys. Okay. He had a business, wasn't doing well, and he had all this luxury shit, and it was like, well, he committed suicide. Like, why the guy would this come back? Why would this guy commit suicide? Because he fucking had nothing. He had nothing. And he couldn't bring it to his himself to bring it to his wife and his kids that he had nothing. So he just killed himself.

SPEAKER_03

Wow.

SPEAKER_01

That's when it'd be I'm not I'm talking the extreme now, but that's how these things become a problem because you're not living for yourself. You're living to impress people. And you can't impress everybody, bro. And for the real, on the real, nobody don't give a fuck who you are. That's true. As I get older, people stop living on my anywhere and people are like, oh, I feel sorry about sorry about your daughter. Oh, she feels better. Like nobody knows who don't people don't people mistake, people mistake me all the time for people. Trust me, people don't give a fuck about you. They're too into themselves. Uh-huh. It's amazing. I go play people. Do I go plays all the time? I'm like, I'm not, I'm not that black guy. It's another black, but I understand. I understand. I understand, but I'm not that guy. But I but I realize they don't really give a fuck why they act like they know you, right? They act like they know you, but they don't really give a fuck who you are.

SPEAKER_04

I get that too.

SPEAKER_01

They don't give a fuck who I am. Yeah, but my son's basketball can people talk to me, hey man, your daughter to great at the end. I don't have a daughter. But they think I'm the guy, the other I'm not that guy, but I get it. So when I when I as I'm getting older, I'm realizing nobody has time for you or give a fuck who you are. They barely you focus on yourself.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Focus on yourself and build yourself. If you're living for the people, you're especially at this age, you're fucked. Yeah. Because I I realize it now. Nobody cares what you're doing. To put their into themselves. You gotta do for yourself. Think about it, man. Yeah, man. Nobody got time to worry about you. You're thinking about, oh, this person thinks this of me. This person don't give a fuck about you, man. They're not doing their own fucking things. They're owning their own head, man. They got their own fucking shit. They got their own dad running down the hallway in pajamas, too. Exactly. That's the people that trust me, man. Yeah, so when I see people like that guy and I hear stories like people using status to actually get where it plays, I get it. But when you use it to a point where it becomes like your ego and you have to identify all the time with it, yo, you're always gonna fail. Because there's always gonna be somebody that has more than you. Yeah. There's always gonna be somebody that has more. No matter how much you got, there's always gonna be somebody more. So you're gonna keep on chasing for what? Forever? For what? Yeah, what are you chasing? Are you not happy? That's what it is. Are you not happy? You're not it's not it's not good enough? It's chasing happiness, man. Yeah, it's chasing, nah man, you're good. Trust me, they're good. It's just they want to impress other people, too.

SPEAKER_04

Oh, you know what? Did you ever go to the well? Sorry, just to switch gears. Yes. Okay.

SPEAKER_01

Many times.

SPEAKER_04

Many times. Yeah. It's a nice mall. It's a nice mall. So they have one store there, that they sell uh retro stuff. Okay. Right? Retro like clothes games. Yeah, now I'm bringing it back. So they're trying to sell you like nostalgia. Nostalgia. Garbage pail kits, uh, cards, you know, uh other stuff from the the 80s and 90s, uh vintage clothing, which is t-shirts and jeans, right? But you're trying to sell you a t-shirt, a used t-shirt for 50 bucks. I'm like, are you kidding me? Are you trying to sell me a used t-shirt for 50 bucks? They look pretty good though, or of course. They they didn't pick the worst t-shirts. They picked pretty good. They were pretty good quality. The quality. Yeah. But they were used, you know. You're like, uh, really now? Yeah. We're gonna be able to do that.

SPEAKER_01

So you gotta think that guy marked that up what? 300%?

SPEAKER_04

For sure.

SPEAKER_01

Like, you get a new t shirt for 50 bucks. Yeah, yeah. You know, so the they're selling you what?

SPEAKER_04

Nostalgia things.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, you want to feel like how you felt back then.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I get it. And there's gonna be suckers that are gonna fall for that because they want to feel that.

SPEAKER_02

For sure. But you know who would pay for that? The Asian community.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah?

SPEAKER_02

Oh yes. If they want it, they'll get it.

SPEAKER_01

It doesn't matter the price. It don't matter the price. Anything, any price, yo. They don't joke. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, they gotta have it. They want that trade. Yeah, they want it, they gotta okay. Yeah. Yeah, whatever. The car, the truck, the clothing, whatever. I've seen some guys with like these jackets. I see like motherfuckers in music videos where I know these jackets like are like$20,000. I've seen these guys wear these jackets. Yeah.$10,000 coats. It's crazy. Like whatever it is, they will buy it. But that's that culture. Like I have a lot of dads at my son's school that are Chinese. Yeah. They're all about status. They have to show it's part of the culture.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah. So I would I wouldn't, I would, I would, like, I don't know. Like, I would be stressed as a motherfucker in that culture. Because you have to have the top of the top of the top to be with somebody from that culture. Like the girls are demanding that from you too. Like you can't have, yeah, because if the the woman in that culture, and I'm not speaking out of context, I talk to these guys all the time. Like the wife sees the other her friend's husband with the fucking new Tesla truck, and this dude driving something like lesser than that. No, I'm not far gotta get the Tesla truck or something. Better than that. We gotta show. Yeah. We gotta find a way to show. Wow. Whatever that is. They don't even drink, they got they go buy the most expensive liquor. They don't even drink wine, they buy the most expensive wines.

SPEAKER_03

Wow.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, man. I go to the LCB up in Richmond, Richmond Hill, just off of uh anyway. They have all the highest priced spirits in wine. They have so many Asian customers because that's all they want. They can't even bring cheap shit in there. It won't move. It's keeping up with the chows. Keeping up with the child, yo. It's real shit, man. And everything is cash with these motherfuckers.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Never seen these motherfuckers use a card.

SPEAKER_04

Dude, man, you see them in the card you see them in the casinos, man. They're always fucking whipping up cash.

SPEAKER_01

It's not I go to dinner with these dudes and it's like we're gonna pay with a card. They're like, no, they only take cash here. I'm like, well, no cash, don't worry, I'll pay a fee. I'm like, the f fuck dog, where did you find that? Like, stack. Yeah. Bills, bills, bills, bills, cash, cash, cash, cash, all cash.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Never seen these guys use a fucking card, yo. Wow. Crazy. Crazy, bro. I never seen nothing like that. They can't put it in the bank. No, they can't put it. Whatever they got, I can't go in the bank. I gotta stay somewhere.

SPEAKER_04

They're like, uh, yeah, just e-transfer. That's what that's what it is. Oh, there's e-transfer, yeah. That's what I do. That's what they do. That's that's for them, it's like convenient. Yeah. Because it's like, I'm paying for you. You're cleaning up your portion.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, it's it's cleaning, we're cleaning that shit.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, man. Yeah. Yeah. So he he's like, yeah, my buddy owed me fucking thinner. Yeah. So that's all it shows on his. That's wow. Yeah, man.

SPEAKER_01

That's a different community, bro. Yeah. Yeah, it's different. Yeah, they're different. A lot of it. I don't know how there's a lot of cultures that are to show. Like they show first. There's a lot of like that. I can't say it's only them, but for them, it's like a that's a different level from what I see. Yeah, they're on a different thing. Yeah, it's a different level of uh the challenge. Kicking up with the chat. Yeah, those guys are every academically too, they don't play around too. Like one of the kids was in basketball, the grace started to drip, you're out. Basketball's over. Never seen that kid again. No basketball for you.

SPEAKER_04

You know, there's there's there's people I've met that are like their parents are fucking wealthy in like the countries back home, like India. Yeah. Like I know certain people were like, their parents are fucking wealthy. And they come here and they're just living a fucking normal life. They're like, yeah, my parents got like three servants. Yeah, it's always like that. It's always like that shit.

SPEAKER_00

And you're living in Brampton. Yeah, like why would you want to live in Brampton if you could have servants and shit? I would live in India if I had servants. What the fuck am I doing here?

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, and so they're like, yeah, my parents, they travel all the time, and so and I'm like, so why are you like here?

SPEAKER_01

They're fascinated with the North American, they're fascinating with the Western world.

SPEAKER_04

It's different.

SPEAKER_02

There's more freedom here, man. They get to bang more guys, or whatever. You want to bang dudes, you want to bang white chicks, what is it? I get it. You know, they're more liberties, okay.

SPEAKER_04

But they're not gonna be opinions and they can go work and you know they can do whatever they want.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, man, I get it. That's why it's hey man, this best place. In my opinion. Well, some of them.

SPEAKER_02

Hey man. I remember when the brother office. It's not just I get it, man. Like, not all Indian women or Indian men want to marry an Indian person. Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Of course. And just like in Indian culture.

SPEAKER_01

You should have you should be able to have the option. Of course. If you're in the Western world, you have the option. If you're in other parts of the world, depending where it is, you don't have you're not gonna even run into somebody from another community. Let's be real. If you're living in Albania and you're an Albanian chick or an Albanian dude, what's the chance you're gonna come across a black chick or a black, a black girl? Unless you go on vacation. Unless you go on vacation. So unless you leave that, you're most likely gonna end up with somebody who's from that community.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

So when you come to the Western world, it's like, here the world is your oyster. Here, like in other cultures, there's no just no culture, there's no dating, bro. We're talking about dating. Yeah. I meet you when we're 16, we're married in a few years. Like, I'm not gonna date you and then next year I'm dating Sarah and then Jenny and then Parminder and then Nah, there ain't none of that. It's like this is who you're gonna be with at 16, and your parents are gonna meet, and then we're gonna find a way to make sure you guys can get it together.

SPEAKER_04

And that's it.

SPEAKER_01

That's it. Western world is like, me, I'm fucking fucking the same chicken, the same hotel within 12 months. Like, there's not an act in those countries. You can get killed for that shit. Hey man, we see this woman over here with this guy. Yeah. Or we see the same, these see this guy over here with two different women.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

We need to get you can get in trouble for that over in another country. Yeah, like the cut off his cock. Yeah, here's the best for this place. Here's the best. How the fuck did you guys get here? Amen. I was watching this thing the other day. Um Banged Up Abroad. You ever seen the show? You guys smuggling drugs? Okay, this is a show where you go the uh tell stories of people have traveled to pick up drugs to be a drug mule. Okay. And either got caught or gotten away with it or their friends got caught. So a lot of stories from how many years? People tr all over the UK, South America, and um damn it, I lost my dream. I thought I was thinking of something. Were we talking about before the mules? Before that. Um, the the how rules are in different parts of the world. Yes. So this guy was in um he was uh um smuggling hash from somewhere in the Middle East. He was from the UK. And he was a gay guy.

SPEAKER_03

Okay.

SPEAKER_01

So he's thinking over there, he's gonna get over there, and uh he wants to go on Tinder on these apps because they do have a gay community. Even where it's not to say they don't have these things, there are communities there. Yeah. So he had to get rid of all the apps off his phone, all the data, gay dating apps, all the shit before he's even going to get into the country. Okay. But when he got there, even though he's getting the drugs and he just been cool, he still wanted to go there and fuck dudes. Okay. So somebody at the hotel kind of caught an eye with him, could have been from the gay community, and then come up, okay, you can download this app, but the government doesn't oversee this. So what does this guy do? He downloads the fucking app. Okay, contacts a fucking dude. Dude, he said, like in the show, it was like he was expecting the dude to come and fuck him. The fucking police showed up at the door and said, Why are you trying to connect with men? And they pulled him out of the fucking hotel room, yo. And then they beat his ass in the street. Wow. And who's he gonna go to? He's a tourist from the UK, and he's fucking around doing things that are not allowed in those countries. They beat his ass and said, Don't ever come to this fucking thing. And what it was, the fucking guy that gave him the ass set him up.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Wow. Set him up to expose him. And then on top of that, getting his ass beat by the police, he gets caught for fucking small lane the ash. You don't think they were watching him the whole time after that?

SPEAKER_02

Of course they were. So he he made he pretty much putting it up.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, he put it on himself because he couldn't, he gave into his temptations. But I'm saying, like, yo, that's a real any other part of the world, that's a reality. You can't fuck around doing certain things. Yeah. Here? Tinder, grinder, whatever the fuck you want, you fuck anybody here. It's free. You can do whatever you want here. That's why people love to come here. Of course. They love it because there's so many restrictions everywhere else, man. Yeah. I don't get it too, man. I get it. I remember my buddy, I remember a couple of summers ago, I was over my buddy's house, and his cousin came from Guyana for the first time. And he said he went to Yorkdale Mall. And when he came back, he was telling my boy, he said, I can't believe it. I've never seen so many white legs in my life. I feel like I'm in fucking heaven. This is amazing. Because you gotta think, he grew up in a small town in Guyana, only written about black girls his whole life. Yeah, only seen white women on TV or any other woman on TV. He goes to Yorkdale. Can you imagine Yorkdale of all places? Oh, yeah. This guy was going koo coo.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Go to the clubs, he's going cook. He was going crazy. Yeah. So I get it. When you come here, man, yeah, you could have whatever you want. If you if you got game, you can talk to any woman you want here if she's willing to talk to you. You know what's funny? So.

SPEAKER_04

Like my wife, when uh she sees people here in Toronto, uh, she's like, they look like characters from like a movie or a realone's different. Everyone's different.

SPEAKER_01

That's why I hear a lot of people say that.

SPEAKER_04

You know what I'm saying? Like everyone has their own personality, and then I remember we were uh uh sitting at a Joey's, uh the one right there on Dundas, by Dundas and Young. Yeah, and we had the window season. A lot of traffic there. A lot of traffic, a lot of traffic. Yeah, we were right there. And a lot of different personalities were uh outside that walking by, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

That's true. It's true. My buddy from the uh buddy of mine from South Africa came here just before the holidays. He says the same thing too. I feel like I'm so he's never been out of South Africa in his whole life.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

And he says, I feel like I'm so happy to be here. I'm like, why? He says, like, he says it's like a movie here, like everybody's different in South Africa. Everybody's the same. We're all speaking Afrikaans or Dutch or the native tongue there, like everybody's the same. Yeah, we here ever here is different, like you're different than this dude. Like, I'm and you're different than this girl's different than this person. Like, everybody's different. Everybody's different. This guy's talking away. This guy's talking. You don't realize I guess we don't realize it, like I don't realize it that we I'm here, but for them it's like, yeah, yeah, this is like unreal. Like you have a person speaking Chinese, you have a Filipino dude here, then you have a Jamaican guy here, then you have to have an African guy, then you have some Spanish people here, you can have a Portuguese dude here, all on the same block. Yeah. All on the same block. Trust me, bro. There's no way, there's no place in the world like that, unless it's like a big tourist destination.

SPEAKER_02

Is this the same dude who got into that party, like you were telling me? Like you were telling him to go play, he's asking you where to go. To watch the Jays. And then he got invited to the private party. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Like, what an experience for that guy. He comes to here, at least South Africa the first time comes to Toronto, the Jays, he gets to go to the game six.

SPEAKER_04

Oh, really?

SPEAKER_01

Yeah. Into like a private thing, man. So not good for him, man. But yeah, man, it's a special place, man. Like, I never take here for granted. Like, I never take Toronto and Canada for granted. I still want to see a lot more of Canada, but I never take take it for granted because when people come here, no matter what people say about other countries, how they love it, and every other place is so great, a lot of people come here and they love this city too, because of the diversity of it.

SPEAKER_04

Oh, for sure, man. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, listen, there's a lot of uh hate going on in different cities. For real. And Toronto's part of it. I'm sure you've seen like videos of like demonstrations and but this is going on worldwide. Yeah. Right? But overall, yeah, man, like Toronto. It's pretty good. It's pretty good. It's pretty good. I've been out of Toronto for three years almost. Yeah. Almost three years. Yeah. And don't get me wrong, where I was at, it was uh in Mexico, it's south of Mexico, Tuxlagutieris. Yeah. Nice city, right? But there's always surrounding uh dangers, you know? So it's like you don't want to live like that all your life. I mean, I guess if you're there and you're used to it and you're like, Yeah, it's like you know it's part of what you know. Dude, but yeah, it's like You don't want to have to live like that. Yeah, you even with what's going on with the government, even I've you guys I'm sure you guys talked about the whole Maduro thing.

SPEAKER_01

No, we haven't talked about it yet. That's what we didn't talk to you. Nah, because that happened after the the the last episode we did, and then that happened like what? It's been like probably 14 days now since they captured. Okay, yeah. Or they grabbed it, or whatever you want to call it. Capture, whatever you want to call it. Yeah. Took him out of his country. So no, that's crazy. That's uh that's that's pretty crazy. That whole thing.

SPEAKER_04

Trump is just like doing whatever the fuck he wants.

SPEAKER_01

That's but that's when you're the str when you're called the what is the superpower. Wow. You can do what you want, but nobody said, but the thing is, okay, if he's doing all this shit and it's right, who's stopping it? You know, but you're saying this guy, oh we somebody's stopping, somebody's stopping. Yo, this man just went into another country and took a man out of this country, nobody did anything. So really he can't do anything because nobody's showing me any difference. Yeah, but Venezuela.

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Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, like what do you think about that? Okay. Why isn't he done to Russia? Why isn't he done? Before you say that, I just want to make sure I just the recording. Okay, go. Sorry, but I didn't mean to come. Yeah, why isn't he? Well, he won't do it to Russia. No, he can't go over there.

SPEAKER_02

He's doing it to all the weak countries.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, he's gonna pick on you this low-hanging fruit, right? Yeah. And then he knows, it might he know that the company the companies, the countries he aligned with, like Russia and China, they're not coming to Venezuela to send their troops to go fight against the US, whatever type of war. Exactly. So that's why this is the same thing vice versa. He ain't fucking rushing those guys because then he's gonna send his fucking people's kids over there. And there's a big chance they will lose because they gotta go over there and fight. Yeah, and it's fight, it's the same thing. So he picked on the guy. He knows that he can kind of fuck with China and Russia in that way because they're aligned with him. That's right. But they're not sending nobody over there to deal with it. So he's kind of like, yeah, yeah, it's like he probably, yeah, what the fuck you gonna do? Well, he knew they weren't gonna do anything anyways, but it looks like some crazy shit. It it to me it looks like that guy's defeated, bro.

SPEAKER_04

Like, because he's like really kind of stepped away from the whole uh Russia, uh, what's it called? Ukraine shit. Ukraine. Yeah, that's right. So he's like, okay, you know, me and Putin are cool. Yeah. But I'm taking Venezuela. He's taking the shit. And he's yeah, exactly. He's doing the same thing. Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

What's wrong with Taiwan doing it? China doing Taiwan.

SPEAKER_04

Exactly. All these major fucking powerhouses have their little fucking guy, they're bullying.

SPEAKER_02

So but the thing is, Venezuela wasn't part of NATO.

SPEAKER_04

So that's why, exactly. But so what does that mean?

SPEAKER_01

Because you're not part of NATO, that means you can't somebody can just violate you and you don't get protection from the rest of the world.

SPEAKER_04

Not from NATO uh countries.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, you don't have rope, just like Ukraine is not NATO.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, just exactly. But that's where they fucked up. Well, it's like the Ukraine's not part of NATO, but fucking they were helping them. Right.

SPEAKER_02

You know that's why you're helping this guy. But they're just giving them stuff to help.

SPEAKER_04

They're not But that's still help, man, in a way. No, but it's not like they're not doing help.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, they're not sending troops. Let's send all the fucking Air Force to the Army's guys. Come on.

SPEAKER_01

I agree with you. They if they really want to send help, this shit's over in seven days. Yeah, it's over. 14 days where like the whole thing's just in on a table is fum bum bum bum. Yeah, yeah, it's done, it's done, it's fine, it's over. Yeah, but then they know the so it's not gonna happen like that. You know, and for real, it sh if it was really gonna be that's how it would go. Quick, fast.

SPEAKER_02

Exactly. So now you take a hit on NATO, like uh a NATO covered country, you wanna take it over. Well, you're taking over everybody. Now you you inflicted the war, saying it's for your own security. You're the fucking threat now.

SPEAKER_04

Well, Italy, Italy's president said now we should maybe start talking to Russia. Back back every day.

SPEAKER_02

You know, she has to say, well, should we should we start attacking McDonald's?

SPEAKER_04

Exactly, that's what she said. She's like, Well, we're gonna go start fucking like smashing every McDonald's uh US company out there now, like, come on.

SPEAKER_02

Right? So that was a joke is McDonald's eats all the time. Yeah, it's funny shit.

SPEAKER_01

I don't know, it's wild, it's it's wild times, man. Yeah, man. Wild times. Greenland's next on Greenland's on the clock, too, right? Yeah, what the fuck's up with this guy? Greenland's on the clock, man. Nothing's gonna happen. I don't know how you get how far he gets with that one.

SPEAKER_02

Like you said, he's all high and mighty now after Venezuela, but Greenland is protected.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, and they don't have they're not a threat to anybody. Like Maduro, from what I'm hearing, like I if you believe, I don't know if all that stuff is true, but if you believe what I've read online, this guy was a dictator. If it's true, he was a dictator. The people, the highest exportation of Venezuelans in the history of the country since he's been there. Like people have left because it's been bad. Yeah, no food, no resources. So yeah, it's fucked up what he did. I get it, but why does Trump have to go there and get it? I don't know, I know why he's there because there's oil and shit. I understand why there's resources. But it's uninvestable.

SPEAKER_02

But it's all it's uh well it is, because the oil's very like crude severe fine, and it sucks. So the Exxon guy said it's uninvestable. Seriously, huh? I didn't hear that. Yeah, you're gonna have to pump a hundred billion dollars. Who the fuck wants to do that? And the and the US is gonna pay you back. Right, okay, trucking pays back. Nah, pay back, he paid that shit. So it takes a long time to like process that shit. Not your best oil. That's a lot of refined, we refined it.

SPEAKER_01

We shall see in a coming months what happens with that.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

For crimes against what humanity was kidnapped.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

He was kidnapped. That's crazy though. If I was that dude, I wouldn't have I felt I know he's what it's fucked up, but that guy looked defeated, bro. True, he killed all this actually.

SPEAKER_02

Nobody talks about that, but the US killed all this fucking security staff with your cubic. Yeah, really? Oh, you think nobody died? Ha!

SPEAKER_00

No, they went in that building!

SPEAKER_02

Oh, a couple Americans got shot. Yeah, but nobody died. America's side. These guys destroyed all this security thing. They caught him just before he was going into the safe room. Yeah, I hear that. Like so if you got in that safe room, never get him. Never getting that dude. And they got him like right there.

SPEAKER_01

Wow.

SPEAKER_02

That's crazy shit. That's how fast. That's like a movie right there. Shouldn't it make a movie? Yeah, they they made the Obama movie of those guys. Yeah, yeah, yeah. They're gonna make one about this for sure.

SPEAKER_00

Netflix will have it within the next year.

SPEAKER_01

Wow. That's it. Yeah, he looked fucked up, bro. I would have said, man, if I was able to held my chest a little bit higher. Like you can't just bully me, but he looked like he got motherfucking. He looked like that kid to get his ass whipped and they took his ball too at the park, yo. Like they fucking whipped your ass in basketball and motherfucker. Give me your b and your sneakers, motherfucker. Yeah, he looked bad. Like fuck, they really fucked this guy up bad. Damn. Yeah, it looked bad.

SPEAKER_02

USA World Police.

SPEAKER_04

That's exactly. What the fuck? I guess so. But you know what? He deserves it, first of all, but you're right.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, why not somebody up? Why the people that are backing him do something too? Like he's aligned with Russia and China very heavily. They could have been like, hey man, but those guys are running their shit out of the same way too. They're all in the same boat, so nobody's gonna say, man. Everybody's on the same page that that with those three countries. That too. Well, the thing is, everybody knows these motherfuckers are perverse. Like, why do you need that so much? You know these guys? Like, you know this thing. You just want him to be like, you wanna be like, hey man, we know you are there, but in all reality, you know they were all there, man. And I think if you know all the if you really get that list, motherfuckers are gonna be very upset. Yeah. Yeah, people are gonna get upset. They're gonna c you're gonna fuck up a lot of people, man. Well, you're gonna mess up a lot of lies. A lot of lies are gonna be messed up, man. Like, yeah, that that's another that's why that that's why that thing can't come out. Because if you it's never gonna come up because uh Trump ain't gonna let it come out number one, and if you put Trump on a list where you said, oh, his name's on there, you know how many other motherfuckers that are not even as important as that are as more important than Trump, in my in my opinion, that are gonna go down on that shit. Your favorite fucking person, you've your favorite, everybody loves everybody celebrity. Your most favorite celebrity, your beloved celebrity. They were there too, man. What are you gonna do?

SPEAKER_02

Well, I think good for them. That's not my problem. Yeah, exactly.

SPEAKER_01

I'm not that's why I'm not worried about this thing. Yeah, okay. Oh, it's my favorite celebrity. I know, but people get hurt like that. I can't believe my favorite celebrity did. I look at these people, I'm like, hey man, that's the world they're in. This thing.

SPEAKER_02

These things have that shit you're watching is make-believe. Yeah, that's all that they have lives.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, that's a fantasy. You don't know if they're good or bad. You know, no trip. Yeah, no. They're letting you, they're giving you the version of their life that they want you to see. They're not gonna show you everything. No. Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

Like, why does a fortune teller always tell you good shit? Why? Yeah. To keep you going to that. Oh man. Yeah, you're right. Good stuff happens.

SPEAKER_01

Good stuff happens all the time. More good stuff gonna happen. It's a lot of things that people do that you might not all agree with. Nothing, not everything needs to come to light, man. There's people that have done great things and they've probably done some bad shit too. You know, goes hand in hand. Sometimes you're gonna make mistakes, right? Are you gonna be defined by your mistake? Can you be better than that? Ten years later, 20 years later, you're a whole better different person than you were when you made that mistake, man. You gotta look at people as like you gotta look at the whole of a human being, man. Not everybody's good all the time. And not everybody's bad all the time. If they're bad all the time, they're probably in prison, dead, or a serial killer that hasn't been caught yet, or some shit like that. But those people don't get away with that shit forever. Yeah. You know what I mean? If you're just a bad person, you have no empathy, you don't have no gratitude, like you're just like, what are you? Like a slick, what do they call that? Like a reptile person? Like you're just cold-blooded, you're probably where you're supposed to be. You're exactly where you're supposed to be, you reptile. Have you ever watched those um shows on Netflix sometimes? And um they're they interview people that have like life sentences in prison, two life sentences, they probably for murder or capital murder or something, they'll interview these people, and they'll be normal for like a little bit when they're telling their story, like, oh, there was a night, and I got together with my friends, and we were drinking, and maybe we did some PCP or something, and then we saw a dude in the street, we got into a location, and so somebody got shot and murdered, but it wasn't me, it was the the the other guy that was there, he's trying to blame it on somebody else. You're like, maybe this guy he seems like he's alright, like he's telling the story, it's believable, and then they show you that part, and then they show you the whole story for the next like 40 minutes of the show, and you find that this kid probably had a bad childhood or he broke up in a bad situation and blah blah blah, and then when they tell the story, it's like no, it didn't really happen like that. You know, this guy actually was the instigator of this thing, and it was a gang initiation, and he had to go kill this person to get into the gang. And they're like, no, no, that's the person be like, no, that's not the story. My story is the right version. And the longer and longer you watch the show, by the end of the show, they start to break. The story doesn't line up, they can't lie anymore because then I because they say you're in the cell all the time, you keep on telling your story over and over again to make yourself believe it. Yeah, but when you have to talk about it on camera, it's never the same way. You see, these people start to break. Yeah, and they press you. They don't press it. Like, are you sure? Come back. Yeah, say it again. And then you and then you start to see this person who's a real killer or a psycho person, you see, aww, I can see you're trying to cover up the crazy. I see who you are now. You you're definitely where you're supposed to be. Like these people are because they're manipulators.

SPEAKER_03

Okay.

SPEAKER_01

They're not gonna admit that they kill somebody in cold blood. They'll never, they're just gonna keep on telling themselves and then they try to reaffirm it through these shows. But these shows are great shows because it shows you the longer you interview, it may not be the first interview, it might be the second time around. They go back and then I thought you said this. We're gonna play back with the first interview. You said this. No, no, no, I was mistaken, or you know what, maybe I was tired that day, and uh, and then they start to freak out, nah. And then it's like, oh fuck, you're a real fucking psychopath. Like when you get pressed, you get you get really fucking yo. I saw one that was so cold-blooded, bro. This guy said he didn't, he said he never killed his uh baby mom.

SPEAKER_04

Alright.

SPEAKER_01

This guy out of jealousy, long sorry, he killed his baby mother out of jealousy. And this guy killed the woman in bed and left his child in the bed with the dead body. Went to another woman's house, fucked that chick, and went to sleep. And never went back to check on his child or anything. And then he went on the run. And then they caught him. And then this guy's trying to say, well, no, it didn't happen like that. We had a fight, and then this I'm like, this dude is just the fact that you that you left the baby there, like it doesn't matter if you fought and you killed the person, whatever, but the fact that you left the baby there, and then there's evidence that shows that you went to fucking chick like within the next hour. How crazy is that? Yeah, that guy's exactly where he needs to be, no? Exactly. Yeah, that guy can't be out with normal people anymore. No way. You can't have that guy walking the streets or work in a job.

SPEAKER_00

No. This guy has to be in prison for the rest of his life, man.

unknown

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, so that show is really, really good. Fuck, I forgot now. Uh I'll I'll find out for you and I'll throw it in the text. But uh that show. It's uh one of those shows on Netflix. There's a couple of quite there's quite a few versions of it, but um, some are intense, man. Like these people, like, they're just some bad people, yo. But it comes from somewhere. Like when you see the background, none of them are like, I was born and I was caught all the time and I killed this my grandmother or killed my aunt for money because I needed drugs.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Molested, raped, beat up. All types of shit happens to these people, but they've never been treated for the trauma. It's just like, you guys gotta go through life and be normal and shut the fuck up about it. Yeah. And then when you can't shut the fuck about it or you get pressed by somebody, then the anger comes out, and you just or you get addicted to drugs to try to cover the pain. Yeah. And which makes the problem worse. Because when you don't got money for drugs, then you're gonna do anything to get those drugs. Yeah. See, you guys kill their grandmother. Go in the house and kill God go in the house and kill his grandmother for drug money, yo. Planet said, I'm gonna go inside there and beat my grandmother's ass because I know she got that pension check. Yeah, yeah. You're an exact way you need to be, bro. Any news resolutions?

SPEAKER_04

Uh not really. But if I were to do one, I'd probably be a coffee. I gotta dump a coffee.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, you want to drink less. I was just talking to my buddy this morning about saying if I brought him a coffee, I gotta cut back on a coffee. I can't sleep at night. Like, how much coffee are you drinking? Yeah, drinking a lot of strong coffee. You can't sleep. Yeah, you can't sleep. You gotta stop that shit. If you can't sleep, then you gotta stop it. What is your thing? It's just drinking and sleep. You can drink coffee and sleep.

SPEAKER_04

I could, but I just overdo it now. Like when I was in Mexico, I was drinking like four cups of coffee a day. Coffee's delicious. Now I'm drinking four expresses a day. Which is less now. Today was three. Today it was three, huh? Other than that, you know, T.

SPEAKER_02

T. No, it doesn't. Yeah, he doesn't have to.

SPEAKER_04

I can do a green tea every once in a while, but have a nice tea. You know what? There are some good tasting teas as well.

SPEAKER_01

They're all good tasting. It's just not it's not a thing about the taste, it's just the satisfaction. It's just a different feeling when you have a cup of coffee or you have a double espresso. And how do you want to dress it up? Yeah, you're right. You know what I mean? Like I like I went to usually buy a Starbucks a couple times. But I mean, I like to make coffee at home. But sometimes I'll go to the Starbucks and make coffee, like grab a coffee. And uh last week when I was like there early, I dropped off a basketball practice, and yo, that coffee, like that coffee made the they they made it so fucking good. Like I just went, I asked for the Grande Pike, and the guy said, Hey, I know the guy now at first night's hey man, you want us to uh steam the almond milk? I'm like, you know what? Yeah, can you steam the almond milk? And I don't know, man. The way they made that coffee, that fucking coffee was amazing. Like it's so like coffee is just so I don't know, it's just gratifying, man, when you drink a nice, well-made coffee. Tea is just like, oh, it's hot. I get you, man. It's funny, and yeah, it's good, it's sweet.

SPEAKER_04

I totally get you. I'm a fan of coffee. Yeah, coffee's so delicious, man.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, those things like yeah, man, it changes everything. Yeah, it's hard to say you want to drink it like juice. This thing is delicious, and yeah, you can sip that shit. But you drink it.

SPEAKER_02

I drink it every fucking day. If you drink coffee like juice anyways, it doesn't matter. This coffee you just had to fucking chug.

SPEAKER_01

You gotta make it as hot, hot as possible, so you have to sip it. Well no.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, I this coffee, I I walked like from Lawrence to here. So I could like 10-15 minute walk.

SPEAKER_06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Uh and it kept my hands warm, you know? Yeah, yeah. In the meantime, then I just drank when I got here, so it was it wasn't that hot when I got here. Exactly, multi-purpose. Dude, coffee's fucking phenomenal. Who was it? The history is that it was an Ethiopian idea. And from what I remember, like, don't quote me on this. It was like someone offered it. Some peasant offered it to some his master of oil. And he's like, ah, what is this? And they threw it on the fire. And then they got the aroma. And they're like, what is this? So then they made coffee out of it. Like they smashed it up and then they poured water on it. I don't know why. But they did, maybe like tea? Yeah. And then uh that's where how coffee got created. Interesting. Yeah. Like it accidentally got into the fire. Trial and error, man. All of a sudden they're like, what's that smell?

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I need to know how can we get that smell out of that.

SPEAKER_04

What can we get? Can we eat it? Can we drink it? Yeah, for sure.

SPEAKER_02

Let's drink it. How does it make you feel?

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, how's it make you feel? Yeah. And if I can they said without coffee, uh the world would be totally different. Like not many people would be motivated.

SPEAKER_07

They need that shit to get motivated. Yeah, the whole day.

SPEAKER_01

What do you people say about the time? They fucked up my coffee today, but they sucked. It's over. They fucked up my coffee, my day's over. I'm like, I don't do German. Make your motherfucking coffee at home this year.

SPEAKER_02

When you said that, they fucked up my coffee on Saturday? Yeah. Exactly.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I feel the same way too.

SPEAKER_02

Like, why are you going back to that place? Fucked up my order, fuckers. It's funny shit, yeah. I'm not going back.

SPEAKER_04

Well, that's that person's story of him telling himself that you know he deserves a shitty day. They still drank it though, right? Of course it's. Of course it.

SPEAKER_01

That's a Jamaican trait.

SPEAKER_04

I get that.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, my parents uh oh this is this tastes like shit. My dad, oh, this tastes like shit. Uh I see you taking multiple bites. Just put it down if you don't like it. Oh, it's not that too bad, but I would I would probably want to eat it again. I'd be like, motherfucker, I'll bring the same shit here. Next week you eat this shit in front of me. I can guarantee it. Just stop talking, man. Yeah. Yeah. This tastes I don't I don't really like this. Oh something different, right? Oh, come on, man. Like you guys, like all that energy you be talking that bullshit. You can just save that energy and go do something with it.

SPEAKER_04

You know the funny thing you should say that. Uh I uh I made um overnight oats.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

And I made it for like uh my pops and my mom's. Yeah. My mom loved that shit. Yeah, yeah, yeah. She was like, oh that was like 30 grams of protein right in that one dish. And uh my dad seen the dish when I was gonna give it to him for breakfast, and he's like, yo, that's a lot.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, like a volume side, okay.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, he's like too much. So I gave him half. Yeah. Give him half, he ate that stuff. At first he complained. Yeah. It's like, oh, too slow. But then he continued eating it. And then I made another dish for for later on, and it was like uh a chicken salad, but it's called the Green Goddess. Oh, okay. Because it has like uh spinach dressing.

SPEAKER_06

Mmm, interesting. Okay.

SPEAKER_04

It's it's good. Sounds pretty good. Was it quinoa or was it quite a bit? Yeah, it was quinoa. It was quinoa with uh romaine, yeah, and then you put the dressing and then you put the chicken, yeah, and then the person mixes all up. That sounds delicious, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, and it's pretty tasty. And so I gave that to him and he ate that too. Right? This guy loved it. It's good, man.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, because everything was in one spot. Right.

SPEAKER_04

That's right, it's all one there. Let's just eat it all. Nice. And uh, yeah, because this guy's like having trouble eating now, and I don't want this, I don't want that. But oh, the point of the story is this. I think he ate it mainly because my wife was there.

SPEAKER_02

Oh, of course.

SPEAKER_04

Because he doesn't want to be like a complainer.

SPEAKER_07

Oh, okay, okay, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_04

You know what I'm saying? Because if it was like I made the food, yeah, yeah, yeah. And my wife was encouraging me to make it. She's like, Yeah, make this. I'm like, alright, I'll make that. And then for my dad to reject it, yeah. He he doesn't want to be that guy.

SPEAKER_01

Why? This is the same guy. It's like I my father-in-law's the same guy! It's crazy, it's a generational thing. It has to be. What is this food? Yeah, like I made some rice the other day. So nice rice, boil it in a nice bone broth to give it a nice little flavor, it's fantastic. Everybody ate that shit. They're like, yo, this rice is fucking amazing. It's like, thank you, it's pretty good. Then I said, You want some? He's like, eh. Snack is rice. Give me the bread. I bought bread. Cut up bread, put the bread there, start eating the bread. I'm like, this guy would actually. I could there's no if I saw five people say something is good, yeah, I'm like, alright, let me taste this shit. This guy, he's like, nah, man, he's denying that. Nah, bro. Like, this is crazy. I need to touch it. I buy bread. You don't bring rice here. I'm like, alright, I get it now. So you would that's crazy because you would deny, like, when it gets to the point like you'll deny yourself pleasure for things, I'm like, this is like real stubborn motherfuckers. That's crazy.

SPEAKER_05

You don't even give yourself the opportunity to try it.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, it's like, no, I have my thing, this is what I'm eating. I'm like, but they said they wanted rice, so I'm like, well, I can make a nice rice. Because they're all they make rice, but it's in my opinion, it's always overcooked. Okay. So I'm like, okay, you have a dish, you're making the protein, let me make the rice this time. Just try it. And the rice, like I said, he's like, nah, this rice can't be that good. I'm not even gonna give myself a chance to like it.

SPEAKER_04

Alright. And everyone else loved it.

SPEAKER_01

Yo, the my wife's at got the fucking pad and put a whole other I never even seen somebody eat smoke's rice at one city. She's like, I want more of this motherfucking rice. She cleaned that shit out. My son crushed that shit. Everybody crushed that shit. That's it. Yeah, so hey man. Like I said, I hope it's not a thing that happens when you get older because I love pleasure, so I'm there's no way I'm denying myself pleasure for nobody.

SPEAKER_04

But you know, my okay, my dad is one of the most stubborn ones. Yeah. Italians. But a lot of Italians that I've known, not as stubborn as my father's, but our stuff. Stubborn in regards to food.

SPEAKER_01

Food, huh? That's the one thing they don't give any point.

SPEAKER_04

You guys went to Mexico and you wouldn't even need a soup in Mexico. Fuck yes. You know why? When you try it? You just didn't want to fucking happen.

SPEAKER_02

Nah, don't give it a chance, man. Okay, like uh what is this piece of me? Nah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, uh yeah. Yeah. Hey man, it is what it is, man. It is what it is. Like I said, like that's one thing you know you can't change people. I feel bad more for my wife more than anything.

unknown

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

I can see my well, you know, it's your your father, you want to see you wanna see your parents doing more things, experience more things. She tries, yeah. But yeah, it's like, nah, they're not really changing, man. So in her, I can see she gets frustrated now too. It's like, you know, you guys gotta do different things because you're not really doing anything, you're just getting old. Yeah. So she tries to do things and uh they're just not changing, man. So I feel more bad for her. For me, it's me. I got my parents to worry about. I can't worry about your parents too. You know what I mean? I gotta focus on what I gotta do too. But for her, I could see her like, yeah, she wants more, but it ain't gonna change. Like, your dad's your dad. Like, what you the dad's still with the knee? Oh, it's even worse. He can't even walk. Yeah, nobody wants to do surgery on him. Nobody wants to do surgery on him. You know what I mean? Like, it's rough. Like, I've it's bad, it's rough, dog. These bad like it might I see it, man. My dad too, like these guys, I don't know, they don't they don't wanna do anything to help the problem.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

But they complain they have the problems, like, yo, you gotta change your lifestyle. Like, you still have time.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Just change the way you're eating.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Walk a little bit more, exercise, move your body, they're like, no, I want a surgery that's gonna fix to make everything feel better. So if I find somebody to do surgery on my knee and everything is feel better, I don't need to change anything.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

That's never that's never gonna happen. But in their mind, or in his mind, he thinks that there's gonna be this is gonna fix, and then he's gonna lose the weight, and it doesn't matter what he eats. Yeah. And like, nah, bro, it don't work like that. Yeah, I don't know how to do it. You do the surgery on this, but that's how they think. Yeah, you're gonna be bedridden. Yeah, you get the surgery, you're gonna be bedridden because you're not moving now.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

So how are you gonna get this moving again? That's right. It's gonna be worse, man. It's gonna be worse. So for him, he's kind of fucked. He's in a bad spot. He needs the surgery.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

But if he does it, it's gonna be the worst thing ever because he's not gonna be able to rehab. There's no plan, bro.

SPEAKER_03

Could be the end, man.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, like you get starting getting caught in your 70s and 80s, like, what do you think is gonna happen? Yeah, you're gonna slow down. Yeah, it's like your body. That's trauma, that's heavy trauma, bro, at that age. Did uh the mother in love recover from uh pneumonia? No, she's still pneumonia. Uh-huh. Oh, yeah, she didn't cover back from pneumonia. She's back, but still, she's in a rough place too. With the broken leg, still broke two broken legs. They didn't fix those broken legs? They did fix the broken legs, but she was supposed to go into care. Okay. And they said, nah, we're not gonna put her in the care. They want to take her home. Yeah, bro. So she didn't get the proper care. So now when she like when my dad fucked, got fucked up with the leg last year. He went surgery, they maybe sign up on the waiver. Do you want your dad to go to rehab? He has to go to place for six weeks' rehab, we're gonna buy a program. Sign off on that shit. I'm not even asking my dad about that shit. What conversation am I having with my dad about this? It's fucking dummy. You know? I'm signing off. So he went as soon as I'm ready to go home. He's like, nah, motherfucker, you're going to the facility.

SPEAKER_03

Uh-huh.

SPEAKER_01

I'll come visit you and you're gonna be there for six weeks. No, I don't need to go anywhere. I'm like, I signed off. Who told you to sign? I signed. So we went there and did the rehab and he got better. He was on a diet plan and he stayed there. He's it sucked for him probably, yeah, but he got the proper care he needed, and he got back out, and it's cold and he can't walk, but summer's legs are good. She was supposed to do the same thing. But my wife wanted to have a conversation with her father about it and her mom about it. Yeah. And they're gonna be like, no, well, I don't want to be in the hospital already be in here. Who's gonna take care of me? The people at the facility. No, I need you guys to take care of me. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. There's somebody who's gonna take a professional and they're like, no, you gotta bring her home. Well, that's what happens. Okay. So now they're the kid. Who's gonna take it? What care are you giving? Yeah, yeah. Are you a nurse, a dog? What are you?

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

You're gonna give her whatever she wants. She wants to eat Frappuccinos every day, she's gonna drink Frappuccinos. I'm hungry. Oh, I want uh French fries and something. Alright, here, we'll blend and give it to you. At the hospital, in the program, you're not getting done it. Here's your meal, breakfast, lunch, dinner, you're gonna get up and do a rehab twice a day. You go to bed at a certain time, you get up, everything's there. They wanna be that. And that can't happen, bro. You're taking care of somebody that needs help. So you're gonna get frustrated. So when you don't feel like you don't want to do it, oh, I'm not gonna go. Leave it there. I'm tired of going. You're just gonna say fuck it.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

The nurse can't say fuck it at the hospital, they have a job to do. So therein lies the problem, bro. So it's a tough situation, man, for my wife, y'all. I feel for it. Cause dad's not listening, mom's not listening. Yeah. Who's gonna listen? And you can't have certain conversations she's not gonna have with her parents. I'm I've I have I have these conversations with my parents at the time. I'm not doing that.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

No, I'm not doing that.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

No, you're gonna do this. Why? Because I'm telling you. I'm gonna tell you you have to do this. What you need to do to get better. Yeah. I can have those conversations. Like adults. My wife can't have that conversation for real. Yeah. No, she's always gonna be the child. No matter what she does. I see it. Yeah. It's unfortunate. Well, it isn't fun. You can be an adult, but when it comes to certain things, I'm gonna tell you because I'm older. Not because I'm smarter and I don't and know more. It's because I'm older than you and you have to respect me. That don't fly in my house. That's done. Those days are done. I'm an adult just like you. So if you can't respect me as an adult, then we can't. I'm leaving, I'm out of here. Uh-huh. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And my parents go, okay, okay, I'm sorry. Yeah, like what the fuck are we doing here? Are you treating me like I'm a kid?

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

I'm 50 years old. What the fuck are we doing this? Like, come on.

SPEAKER_04

I'm the father and you're the son.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I get it. But yeah, yeah, but I'm you're always gonna be your son. I respect that. But you understand I'm a man like you too. Exactly. So if you're not gonna have those, like I said, those conversations with me like the man, then I can that means you don't have a certain respect for me. That's right. Yeah, that means you don't respect me as a man because you would never want me to speak out of tone to you. Because you'd be like, who the fuck you talking to?

SPEAKER_03

Exactly.

SPEAKER_01

But I should be like, what the fuck are you saying? You're wrong. Like, that's a lie. Yeah, I should be able to say that to you. You should be like, you know what? You are right. But yo, they're from that time, no, I'm right. So even when you're wrong, you're right, and you're gonna keep on doing I'm I'm done. They'll say my dad knows now, like my dad had knows that now, like that's not gonna fly anymore. So he had a certain respect for me. He knows when he steps a line, it's like, yo, that what are we doing? You want me to leave? Uh-huh. He's like, alright, alright, alright. Yeah, I'm leaving. Like, what are we doing, man? I'm not gonna do this. I got I got a son to watch over. I'm not gonna be worrying about you. Yeah. Yeah, same thing with my mom too. She gets out of line too. I'm like, yo, I'm not gonna talk to you about this. This is ridiculous. Yeah. Yeah, this is gonna tell it straight to your face. You can be upset. Yeah. I know you're still gonna love me. Yeah. You're not gonna stop loving me, but you're gonna be upset. But you understand now that you're just not gonna talk to me any way you want. Yeah.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Would you want that? Would you want me outside of this house and somebody that's be abusing me? My wife or somebody at work that's talking to me, that you feel like fucking, who the fuck is this person abusing my child?

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

You're doing the same shit. You'd be like, you hate that person.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah. Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

So why would you want to do that to me?

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

You have to I have those uncomfortable conversations with my parents and they understand now. Some people can have that no matter what they are. They're afraid to talk to their parents. Like, what are your person gonna do to you? If you don't agree with your parents, what are they gonna do to you? Yell at you? Everybody can yell. Yeah. Well, your dad's gonna grab you? Your dad's probably like 80, bro. Like your dad's gonna think he can grab you, and then when you look him in his face, he's gonna be like, what the fuck am I doing? I'm 80.

SPEAKER_04

Going back to one thing you said before, when was it when is it when uh like uh your dad loses that power over the family?

SPEAKER_01

Yeah. Not loses, but it's in the I know what you're saying though, that it changes. The power dynamic changes. Like he knows that, okay. 20. You probably think it's 20? Nah, it's not that young. I think it's gotta be at least when you're like with the power, I'd say 40. 40? Yeah. In your 30s, you still some people still don't know what kind of what the fuck they're doing in your 30s. You can still be you can be 30 and still not have things figured out. By 40, I think it kinda got figured out. If your person's a relationship with a wife and a child, you kinda understand the dynamics of family and what your parents kind of went through going up raising you as a child too. Yeah. Yeah, by 40, you can't just be telling me anything. Just anything, and I gotta believe it. Like, the reason eggs are fucking white is because people bleach them. Like, that's crazy shit, but people tell people that. And you like, well, that's not true. Yeah, it's true, like that's not true. We can just look, do you want me to show you it's not true? Yeah. And they'd be like, no, no, it's uh yeah, like what do we why would you tell me that or lie to me? It's like a simple thing, but people do that to their kids. Just to have that power over them. Like, no matter what, you can't talk to me, like, yeah, you gotta stop that.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Because you wouldn't want somebody outside of this house doing that to me.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

So why would you want to do that to me? Because you're souring the relationship. Now I'm that now it's that now it makes me think like, yo, you really don't know shit.

SPEAKER_06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Like the shit you're talking, you don't really know. So you kind of can lie me to like these type of things happen. People start to lose. I don't say I'm not gonna lose respect, but you look at, even if it's your family member, you kind of look at them, what if it's your uncle? Not even your mother, your father, what if it's your aunt? You'd be looking at your aunt like, man, it's fucking crazy. Or my cousin, like, why would my cousin be lying like this, saying that the reason eggs are white is because they bleached them at the farm? Like, you'd be like, what the fuck are you saying? Not true, like I'm your cousin. Like, what the fuck? Why would you fucking tell me? Are you an idiot? Like, I'm like, yeah, like at a certain point you gotta have respect for prison as a human being, no matter what the age thing is. My mom knows that, not my dad still tries to be like, don't tell me what to do, but what are you gonna do to me? Like, I'm not afraid of you, man. Yeah, it's like what are you gonna- Oh, you're not gonna talk to me? Okay. You're not gonna talk to me, boo. What can you do besides that? You can't, there's nothing else you can do. I'm not, and I'm not trying to be like physical, but there's nothing you can do to me to be scared of you, so why do you still want to feel like you have a this power for me? It's a status thing, but that status thing is fucking you fucking you up more than me.

SPEAKER_04

Exactly, sorry. Because my dad, what he does is he raises his voice. Like Yeah, but what is that? Like, that's you gimmick.

SPEAKER_01

That's your shtick. That's your shtick. But I guess but that's but that's what they have left that they can raise and that maybe it feels maybe it feels some way to them. Cause my father's gonna do. He'll be raising his voice and be like, oh shut the fuck out, like I'm swearing to him, like, yo, shut the fuck out. Like, what's wrong with you, man? I say, what the fuck I want? What are you gonna do? Yell louder? Yellow, what are you gonna grab me? I'll be scared of you, bro. You have no muscle man. Like, what are we talking about? It's like it's like uh you really they're gonna realize, okay, I can just yell. And maybe that has some merit. That's it.

SPEAKER_02

That's it. Like, I'm just going on my strongest suit at home. That's it. I can't take you, son, but maybe my words can't. So it doesn't work.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, man, so after a while, you just feel like sometimes you just it's like when it gets you feel you feel bad in a way, but I'm not trying to overpower you, man. That's a thing. But in their mind, that whatever the that generate it's a power dynamic, it's always gonna be that. There's rules.

SPEAKER_02

They see the regression of like this guy, this guy now?

SPEAKER_04

It's like this guy now, my son. He's trying to take me down.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, Simba's coming. Telling me what to do. Yeah, you're wrong, motherfucker.

unknown

Tell me.

SPEAKER_01

Y'all I know you're lying. Yeah, let me show you lying here. This is the biggest resource in the world. Punch in that bullshit into the search engine here and see what it tells you. Oh, who wrote that? Where'd you get that information? From the source.

SPEAKER_00

I don't believe it.

SPEAKER_01

I don't believe it. Anybody can manipulate that. These motherfuckers will go on forever. Like I said, I'm gonna be in Holland. You know what I mean? I'm gonna worry what my son is doing. Hey man, you call me when you need some cash or something. I'm not coming, bro. You come see me. You come see me. You got problems, you gotta come. I'm not coming, bro. Wait for the year, please. Yeah. You gotta do it like that, man. Uh what?

SPEAKER_04

Different generations, man. Yeah, man. It's gonna be interesting for the next generations.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I was interested in how this whole thing's gonna pass. I'm gonna get there too. Dude, we're all gonna get there, right? I'm gonna get there at some point and see how long I get.

SPEAKER_04

If we're fortunate, we all get there. Yeah, no, I think we'll get it. You know? Better to get there than not to get there. I agree. You know. And in the end, then I come out and I'm that fucking Chinese woman with circle back, huh?

SPEAKER_01

Oh fuck. This life is. It's a good life though, man. It's a good what you make of it, man. This thing's all. That's what I say, man. That's what you make it. It could be fucking shitty, it can be it can be great, it can be a lot of things, man, but you have to make it.

SPEAKER_04

You can just all see some people's lives, and I'm like, how do you accomplish stuff or not? Some people yeah, some people know, but like dude, you'll see some people like dead end jobs, and that's it, that's all they'll be a cashier for life. Yeah, that we were programmed to do that.

SPEAKER_01

That's what they thought was the best option, right?

SPEAKER_04

That you were born to work and be a cashier for the rest of your life to die. That's fucked up.

SPEAKER_01

That's fucked up. But the choices, right, that led you that way. Like your job. I guess so. Choices led you down that path, right? I don't know what choices they are, but choices led you there. The choices led you to be a cashier for the rest of your life. Everybody's path is different.

SPEAKER_04

I mean, I get it. If you that's you don't want change.

SPEAKER_01

You don't want to change, or maybe that's what you got into and you don't know anything else. It's like this is what I can do at the moment. Uh-huh. If you can't upgrade, like think about it. If you're a single mom and you got a cashier job, you gotta study. You gotta think where's the motivation to study. That's the thing. You already have a kid. You're working at this cashier job probably sucks. You're probably working shitty hours. What motivates you to study to be something better? And you get money from the government.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

It's hard to get motivated from that because everything is like, okay, I made decent money, the government's helping me out. I can do this. People all around me in my community are doing it too. It's not like I'm a fucking standalone. It's not like everybody everybody here is a dentist or a lawyer or a doctor, and I'm the only person working to cashier. It's like pretty much you're gonna be surrounded by people that are doing that type of work too. That's tough, man, to get out of that cycle, man. If your parents want welfare, you're probably gonna be on welfare too. Teach them. Finances, man. Finances and push yourself too to want more. That comfort shit is not good. It's good, it's good to become, but it's not always good. It's good to be uncomfortable and try new things and see different things. It is good to be uncomfortable. Yeah, man, you get us closer to you you get to challenge yourself and know yourself too.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, man, that's the only way, because if not, you're gonna be in that stagnant lake.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, bro, you're just gonna be in the same place, the same people, doing the same shit. I don't care what anybody says. People say, oh, they think that's good. But you're really not really enjoying that.

SPEAKER_04

No, man. Like, I don't regret this last three years of leaving to Mexico, like a small city, a smaller city than here. And just from there, like, I visited Mexico City a ton of times. Right? We went to different other cities. But those are the adventures that you know you gotta fucking take. The fuck it, you know, let me just do something new and whatever. Take a chance, man. Take a chance, yeah. Take a chance, you gotta take a chance, man. Not even your fucking bag.

SPEAKER_01

That's a big chance. That's a big start. That's where the adventure took me. The adventure took me another chapter, man.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah. No man, this is like phase two, chapter two for me. I'm gonna say from one to fifty, is like book one. Book two is gonna be fifty-one and a hundred. Fifty-one to a hundred.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, it's gonna get to eighty something, that's guaranteed.

SPEAKER_04

I'm even 120.

SPEAKER_01

120 is a good number.

SPEAKER_04

120. I think 120 is have like a birthday bash for whoever knows me at that time. And be like, alright guys, it's been a slice. You go to bed and you don't wake up. 120. Eternal sleep. You just went out. That or just OD, man. Like, just give me the fucking dose.

SPEAKER_01

Don't worry, there'll be other fucking options, they'll make it a lot easier to go away than that.

SPEAKER_04

No man, give me that heroin fucking shot. I wanna fucking feel that. You know how they say it's the the first time is the best time? Yeah. Be like, and then give me that next dose right away. Just double up, right? And then I'm out, and then I'm dead. That's it.

SPEAKER_02

Wait, oh, someone's gonna be administering you?

SPEAKER_04

Of course. I can't do it myself. I'll be like, give me that dose, I'll be like, uh and then you know, just to finish me off, give me that second dose. After a few hours, and if you're gonna do it. You can probably buy somebody.

SPEAKER_01

By the time you're ready to do that, there'll be somebody who can do that.

SPEAKER_04

Oh, for sure. I think there'll be laws on that. Like, alright, you need a nurse who's certified, but alright.

SPEAKER_01

Or yeah, just do a uh mega dose of shroom. So probably a synthetic shroom in there. Just take a couple of a hyperdose, man. Well, I don't know. Like 10 milligrams, you know that shit's gonna make you see the fucking thing. Oh yeah, but that's not gonna kill. On your way out, you know you're gonna die. You're gonna palliative hair. Like do other stuff. Yeah, you know what I mean? And then you know they say, okay, they call the family in and say, okay, this might be the day. Looks like either maybe the next 24 hours. That right then, man. Hyper dose of mushrooms. Just start it off with that. Do the hyperdose of mushrooms, you're tripping out, you're seeing all the shit, and then if you want to add the hair on to it, you can just hey man, add the hair on, and then oh fuck, I don't know where you go after that.

SPEAKER_04

I don't know, man.

SPEAKER_01

You might not even leave, bro. Dude, I might come back.

SPEAKER_04

No, at that point in time. I I just need the heart to stop, man. You might want to grow.

SPEAKER_01

It might like be like Benjamin Button, man. That shit might start reversing. It's like, hey, this motherfucker. Fucking looks good this morning. Let me check his heart rate again.

SPEAKER_04

I'm trying to be real, man. I just wanna go.

unknown

I think I think that's the best way to go.

SPEAKER_04

Just fucking drug dog.

SPEAKER_00

Probably.

SPEAKER_04

Like, not like an addict. You know what I'm saying? Like, but you choose.

SPEAKER_01

The drug you want to, the go out.

SPEAKER_04

The time and the day you want to. Not suicide, but let's say, like, I'm what I'm gonna be 120. I'll be like, yo, man, this is my day. I wanna go now. Like, I don't see my any more good years coming. Right. Like you know. You know when you know, right? You know, you're like, this is it. Like, I'm feeling the end coming, but you choose your day. You're like, do I wanna be a fucking cripple for the last few years of my life? Or should I just, you know, have a nice good time right now while I still can?

SPEAKER_01

You're you defin I you'll definitely find fine that'll be available when it's that time for sure. All that shit will be available, man. You could probably do it in virtual reality too. You just put on some VR goggles or a VR thing.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Some glasses, it can bring you right to where you want to be, and they can just give you like uh what's the shit they're giving the prisoners? The lethal injunction? The IV shit? Yeah. Or you get something like that. You'd probably be in a fucking nice movie or your fantasy chick or wherever you want to be, and all of a sudden you're just I don't know.

SPEAKER_04

That too, I guess, yeah. Yeah, you wouldn't know any difference. That's true. It's like uh how they put a doc to sleep or something. You know what I mean? You wouldn't know the difference. You have the VR headset on and you're gonna do it. Yeah, you have a VR set on, you're like in Dream World, all hooked up on heroin, and then they just fucking tsss you're out. You're out.

SPEAKER_02

Oh yeah, it's that's how you you make it sound so nice. No, man. No, they don't do that. They give you an overdose, so you start fucking your body starts convulsing.

SPEAKER_04

There should be a facility that does that, right? So they can't. Think about this, think about this. Now, obviously there's laws and rules, but we're gonna avoid, we're gonna just talk as if this doesn't exist, and we can build this. Imagine a company that uh does that where you have a VR, like you're like, okay, what do you need? Anything you want, alright. And then they just put you on a fucking trip where you're just like everything you wish for and everything in your head, obviously. Yeah. You know, you're feeling that bliss, and then you're out. You know? Wouldn't people want that? You're on you're I'm dying of cancer. Okay, give me this shit. Let me just die in peace. And then shh, and just go.

SPEAKER_01

No, I could definitely there must have been something on fucking Black Mirror about that shit already or something. Like, hey man, where do you wanna go? When you want when you die, what's your fantasy? Where do you want to be? Me? No, just in general. That would be probably the question. That would be their their motto. Where do you wanna go? What's your fantasy? How do you want it? How do you wanna go into the next phase of your life or the next one? Exactly. How do you wanna transition? How do you wanna transition? That's the word. Yeah, man. That would be option. Hey man, that's the idea right there. Put that in chat GPT, how do we create this company?

SPEAKER_04

How do well here how do you wanna exit? How do you wanna exit? We're all gonna exit. How do you wanna exit? You know? This world. This world. We're all gonna exit. Yeah, right. Right? We're all gonna exit. How do you wanna exit? Right. Here at so and so. We'll make your uh end of life much more easier and kinder. I'll be like, yes, yes, sign me up. Right? That's a new palliative care, right? It's a palliative care, exactly. VR palliative care. VR palliative care with being hopped up on heroin.

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Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

I'm in, man. I'm investing. You know, hey, you just give them that final extra dose to uh go into their dream world.

SPEAKER_01

When you win the daily grant, that's what you create. That's what I create. Yeah,$40,000 a month. You can create that. If you hey man, you fail, fuck. Hey, we got another 40 grand coming in next month. Next experiment.

SPEAKER_00

Experiment?

SPEAKER_01

Another 40 grand coming next month, man, so can't lose.

SPEAKER_04

You know, I actually you know what's funny? There was um a client of mine that her uh her sister's husband, so her brother-in-law, yeah, they're older. They're like in their 70s. He uh had MS. Right? Multiple scrollosis scrollosis with some muscle on it. Yeah, so he like he couldn't uh take care of himself. Like he came to that point where he just even talking was difficult. Just he was in a wheelchair, just you know, convulsing, I guess. And yeah, man, he picked his day. Oh yeah, he picked his day. He picked his day, uh you know, to sit him out. And so they everyone gathered, like the family went, they seen them, they you know, said their goodbyes, and then after that they pumped in and that's it. Like, what did they do?

SPEAKER_02

They killed him. They fucking uh like old style, they chopped your head. What do you mean?

SPEAKER_04

Like they decapitate him head rolling the no no they obviously uh they burnt his body while he was alive? No, I think they they uh gave him like the lethal dose. So he must have like they put him to sleep. He must have had money. I actually I'm guessing, I don't know. This is in Canada too.

SPEAKER_02

Yes, there's certainly you have to apply for that to die.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, you have to apply to die. That's crazy, eh? And they call it something, I forgot what they call it.

SPEAKER_01

Kervorkian.

SPEAKER_04

But they call no, they call it something else, uh something positive anyway.

SPEAKER_02

Murder.

SPEAKER_04

Murder No, I get it, man. I do get it. Like, listen, you're fucking living in pain and suffering. Like they don't want to live anymore. Yeah. Right? Like it's like this is my option. I live like this and feel this pain forever, or I cease to exist in their eyes. Right? They don't know, they move on to the next life.

SPEAKER_02

The next life in the meantime, they will feel that pain. Exactly.

SPEAKER_01

Dexter. Dexter's first Dexter's first kill. Yeah. I don't know if you ever watched the show. His first kill was a lady that was uh working as I guess in palliative care. Oh really? And she was giving like patients because not because not because they requested it, because they knew that she knew that they were not gonna be careful nobody's gonna think any different. Okay. So she was hopping them up an extra morphine trying to kill and killing a lot of people. Remember that?

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

And then yeah, and then he went into her house and he found her little book with all her kills inside there. And so that was kind of funny. And he had to wrestle her and shit. He didn't kill her like the other ones. He had to wrestle this bitch for a bit and kind of knock her out.

SPEAKER_06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

It's funny. So there were cycles out there.

SPEAKER_04

There is cycles out there.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah. Nurse Jackie, that was a nurse Jackie too. I remember watching that show, they had a nurse on that show that was giving uh they were putting um Nurse Jackie, yeah. Crazy that one. That was pretty wild. The saline drip for the patients. Yeah. There was a doctor using a fucking very fine needle and putting like some chemical in there, like bleach or something. That's a little something. And killing off a whole bunch of patients in hospital. Lost their job at the per one hospital because they were a suspect, they were suspected.

SPEAKER_03

Uh-huh.

SPEAKER_01

So they fired them, went to another hospital, and started doing the same thing. Injecting stuff in the not the saline, the the drip, the saline drip for the patients. I'm like, that's fucking perfect. Yo, if that if they could write that in a show, that's definitely happening. Nobody made that shit up.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

It happened. Yeah, Mishaki's a good show. That's a good show. That's a about battling with heroin, heroin, and the craziest one.

SPEAKER_04

I'm sure you guys talked about the i had to spend on the other.

SPEAKER_01

AI is taking over the I guess on the Apple for their uh their phones. They decided to sign up with uh Google for their search engine or their searching capabilities instead of uh AI. They had the option to AI or Google. They chose Google because they are but the reason they're saying is because the Google one, for whatever reason, they think it doesn't have the technology to read what Apple has in their coding and stuff to learn enough from it to do other things.

SPEAKER_03

Uh huh.

SPEAKER_01

They said if they were to align with AI, the AI would probably learn everything about Apple and their coding within a few months and take it away. Uh-huh. And that's what Apple doesn't want to lose, so they're afraid that so they decide to go with Google. And probably Google play them a whole bunch of money to make sure that didn't have any of it.

SPEAKER_03

Uh-huh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, so there's a lot of things. They know that that AI is smart as shit. And there's a lot of things with Apple technology they just don't want to give out to people. Yeah. I saw the dude from um Think talking about it. Yeah, the Facebook dude. Zuckerberg. Zuckerberg. He saw he said he wished he could get more help from Apple for to come to technology, just combining certain things. It would help speed up technology for everybody. But there's certain things that Apple just doesn't want us to know. So it kind of slows down things when we're trying to create things, new things. Yeah, he was talking about it too. So yeah, so yeah, so we'll see how it affects Apple in the future.

SPEAKER_04

Dude, this is crazy. We're fucking living in pure future. Everything's here, man. And it's getting crazier. Like, you think you'll ever have a fucking robot? Yeah, definitely. I'm gonna have one of those.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, yeah, I'm having one of them. Yeah, any one of those.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, you want those?

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, one of the one of the servants, man. Any one of those, man. It's alright. I'll just make sure I lock it up inside the friggin' thing. Lock it down. You gotta lock it, you gotta you can't just have it in your house and just go to sleep. Who does that? That's crazy. If you go to sleep with somebody, if you had a friend in your house and he's just awake all the time, you're not gonna go to sleep. You're not gonna sleep comfortably, you know this guy that's walking around the living room. Nah, you gotta shut that motherfucker down and put him in like the shit that uh my dude tried to run into. Maduro. Uh safe room. Yeah, you gotta lock him in a safe room with a thing, and you don't he doesn't that thing doesn't come out unless you let it out. That's the only way it's gonna work for me.

SPEAKER_03

Uh-huh.

SPEAKER_01

No other way. That thing can't be awake. Or can't I can't be sleeping, that thing has access to me. Okay. Well, if you wake up and that shit's looking at you, standing in the Good morning. Okay. I was like, how long were you standing there? Good morning. Like, what the f Yeah, that's freaky shit. But it does have benefits. It can save you a lot of time.

SPEAKER_04

Like I have breakfast done already for you.

SPEAKER_01

Breakfast giving made for you, coffee's ready for you, one your paper.

SPEAKER_04

Well, think about it. If you have one of those like kitchens that is all AI and you can have a robot that communicates with the appliances and everything. Yeah. Dude. Save you a lot of time. What about your personal opinion of the house? I can see that in our in our lifetime.

SPEAKER_01

We'll have that in the next 10 years. That's gonna be something you can purchase, I think.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

Well, they have the taxis. That's true. The self-driving taxis are gonna be able to be purchased in a while. Like, why wouldn't you buy one of those? Like, you don't need to buy a car now. You have a taxi, you park it in your driveway or your parking spot.

SPEAKER_07

Okay.

SPEAKER_01

And when you wanna go to the grocery store, you you're you put in the thing, and the taxi drives you there. Your personal taxi. And then when you want to come home or you want to go to work, you have this thing that you put in the the data, the directions, and it brings you there. Seriously? Yeah, man, that's gonna be it. That's soon.

SPEAKER_00

Oh.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, so you don't really need to buy now those things when it comes, unless you're all about status, this is where the status comes in. Okay. You can drive a Mercedes, you can drive a Maybach, you can drive any of these things, these luxury automobiles. Yeah. But do you really need that? Probably not, but if you want a certain status, you're gonna drive these cars because you don't need that shit. You get the fucking the I forgot the automated taxi thing. It's a one-time purchase and it's there at any time. That's it. That seems to be the better investment for me. Oh, for sure. Yeah, why would you want anything else? Yeah, it's it's perfect.

SPEAKER_04

What's up, bruh? Y'all doing? Seems like it's your turn this time. That's all it's me.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, let's wrap it up, yo. Let's wrap it up. Alright, people, thanks for listening in. That's it, man. U-turns back! Yeah, 2026 is a brand new year. I wish you prosperity, all the best to you and your families, and um I've got a couple of new things coming up this year.

SPEAKER_04

That's it.

SPEAKER_01

Alright.

SPEAKER_04

Alright. Peace out. Peace. Peace.